Journey to Enlightenment

Thursday, October 30, 2003


To experience is to Know,

To know is to Believe,

To believe is to Seek,

To seek is to Find,

To find is to Understand,

To understand is to Yield,

To yield is to Love.

…Richard Gabriel


Saturday, October 25, 2003

This question arose today....

When we are bogged down with the material concerns of mundane life, how can possibly link to the higher vibrations of another plane.
This question often arises.
I have republished below a reply I gave through my own Understanding, to another friend who asked the same thing.

"As to reclaiming Spiritual activity.. well Lord ! I could write a book just on that subject alone… As I understand it, the more spectacular Spiritual inspirations and events go hand in hand with our own personal state of vibration…
If someone is evolved (spiritually) beyond the point of awareness, they have already gone past the breakeven point of refinement to guarantee no permanent slippage back to darkness.

But Material diversions of any kind are an inherently part of a lower vibration..
Our interaction with them cannot be avoided as we inhabit this state..

It ‘is’ possible for us to evolve to the point where we still interact with material concerns, but with our 'Presence' occupying a Spiritual detachment… IE having reached a power of refinement, where the lower vibrations of Material concerns can no longer disrupt our finer equilibrium.

For most people, interaction within the Physical, continues to conflict /disrupt the vibrationary balance..
This has a knock-on effect because our lowered vibration can make us introspective …condensing our vibration further!

Think about it… We get home… we’re feeling sad… we play some sad music to accompany it….We get home ….we’re feeling wishy-washy … we play anything to give some white noise in the background etc… These choices are only maintaining or feeding our negative feelings.

So what is the solution when we are undergoing a period of Material ‘Grounding’

… Despite yourself… to seek out every means of inspiration you can find..
In the midst of confusion/uncertainty/chaos/sadness, grabbing every opportunity to balance the onslaught of negative vibration with positive vibes.

When sad or depressed … to play the most inspiring music you can find to fill all the spaces… grab minutes if that is all there is, to read inspiring material…
.. to grab any chance to link and talk with others who share your higher inspiration…
.. to link with the inner/higher/alpha self and expand your consciousness to levels where you ‘know’ your complete trust in your Minder/s ‘will’ be rewarded with support…
.. to take yourself away (briefly if that is all you can manage) to a favourite Nature oasis and join your inner self with the higher vibrations of life around you…
… finally to let go of trying to produce solutions that are beyond your power…to accept to yourself that you are not perfect and that is OK
… to yield to the higher order which will prevail, because the negative phase you are going through is only a temporary illusion…

To accept the lesson and the impact of this negative time with Grace, in the surety that if you are able to accomplish it - you will have passed the test and be ready for the next higher phase when it ends.

One of the hardest things I have had to come to terms with is that ‘I’ cannot live the lesson or experience that others close to me are intended to go through..

In that knowledge, and despite my good intentions if I find I am not producing a positive change in a situation I am having to deal with, I now accept I am not "supposed" to remove the means to “their” lesson!
I am then able to endure with Grace, while appealing to a higher level for direction…..
This may take a while, but it will always be arranged.

Blessings to all


What just happens after the battle ?…………

The People of the Glade…
Thursday 11th. November 1920…

Abridged from Volume V of the series Life Beyond the Veil, by the Rev. Vale Owen… These works received through Automatic Writing from Guides and teachers in Spirit at the turn of the last century.
The Story Told......

"We now turned our attention upon the thousands who stood or lay about on the plain at the foot of the hill. I took the seven men, and Ladena arrived to order the seven women helpers. We went up and down the ranks for a long time. We were trying to help them and probing into them to find out some few who would help our purpose, those in whose hearts not too much bitterness remained. These we would awaken, and converse with them, and then invite them into our company to aid us with the ruck. But I found none except one who had been a priest among them. Him I aroused and took aside."

"But Ladena came upon three women, and later there were eight more added to that number of all that multitude. Truly it was a pitiful affair, when so much hatred encompassed their hearts about. But you must reckon in one factor, my son, and it was this. These people were now as they had been at the moment of their killing.
Many we knew, when awakened into consciousness, and when we explained what had chanced to them, would cast off their death frenzy of hatred and become of more amiable mind.
But what we did not know was which of them would do this, and which would be the more stubborn ones. This was a question of foreseeing and we were hard-put to forecast their line of mental and Spiritual activity. The troublesome element was the same free-will which makes a man a man indeed, and touches him for knighthood of divinity. This then we left for the present; it must await our more leisured operations.
We turned tour company with Ladena, therefore, and seconded them in their more promising quest."

The Bishop…
"First I helped the priest.
(How did you wake him up Arnel? And what did you do when he was rused?)

He was sitting upon a little hillock out on the plain, head in hands. Once and again he raised his eyes, but they told him little, being ill-focussed upon his environment. He sighed unknowing and thought he slept, dreaming, and would wake anon. He did not much err on this.
I stood before him and poured my will in a stream upon his own, my companions aiding me. Awhile he arose and stretched his arms upward and sighed once and again. We looked then into his eyes, and held them at last upon our own. Slowly they came into focus, and then a frown gathered upon his comely face, and in a little, being fully awake, he came towards us and addressed us."

He said, “ I pray you forgive me gentlemen, I have slept awhile. But… I scarcely know….. yes, I did fall on sleep, but not hereabouts I do not think gentlemen, you were of the company of those others. Will you come to my aid, Sir? I am somewhat bemused….”
He broke off sharp, for he had glimpsed the thousands of his sometime countrymen lying mostly asleep, some uneasy, some walking only a few yards, and again sitting down to close their eyes in a stupor."

"He looked at us then sternly and not afraid. He was a noble fellow, and rejoiced he should soon be our comrade. He said,” Now it comes back to me, My poor bretheren and my people. God help them to forbear, as I have councelled them so oft to do; to forbear, poor sheep, and to forgive. But as to you, he continued, turning sharp about upon us again; then he paused and said more slowly, “ and yet you do not have the look of them that did us this disservice, nor are there any weapons in your hands to view.”
Then I answered him, “ No, nor have we any upon our persons. Dir, I see you already understand your present state, that you have passed through the gate of death.” He nodded. “ I see also that you are of the priestly order.”
“Both priest and bishop; but that is nought.”
“You, with these your flock, were killed by your enemies. You have forgiven those enemies.”

I Can Aid You In This….
“All this is true sir, for I made it my aim in the other life to forgive them in advance whatsoever they should do to me, living in the presence of their ill-will and ill intention. But who are you, by your leave, gentlemen ?”
“We are angel ministrants on a very difficult quest,” I said, and told him of our task and our fears for the multitude. This was a great Soul, and he quickly sensed our earnestness and our object, and many details as by intuition.
Then he said, “ I can aid you in this if you will impress me into your service and, aiding you, I shall be helping also these poor little ones; for sirs, they be little more than babes, and you will be patient with them because they are so.
So we held a council, and he was indeed of much help to us. He pointed out one and another who were priests and ministers; then other of his countrymen whom he knew to be of good heart. Also he showed us which were the most dangerous and turbulent of them….. of these some seven hundred, and of these again some score were of the priesthood.
The more Spiritually we awakened one by one, and he talked to them, explaining to them, with much patience, all that had come to pass, and what way they could help the others best. Then we gathered them apart to rest awhile.

A Difficulty…..
Ladena meanwhile treated with the women in like manner. First she took those who had children away there in the wilderness and led them to that meadow, where they were beginning to besport themselves, feeling more at ease.
Here the women found, for the time being, enough ado to fondle and caress their babies. And so Ladena left them and returned for the next group in order.
And so the thing went on until we had reduce those ranks to the seven hundred violent Souls, and twice more so many who were hard to reckon up : the uncertain ones. Of these some fifty or thereabouts were women."

"Out of the awakened we had gathered a company of one hundred and eighty men, and twenty three women, who should aid us with the work. The others were not stout enough at heart. At their head we placed the Bishop and an Alderman, his friend and protector in Earth life, and we ordered this company through those two.
But we were in a difficulty.. here were these violent people sleeping. They must be awakened. But we feared to do this to them, for we knew that the outbreak of violence among them would be calamitous. We talked long, and neither could my comrades from the House of Orders, nor those newly arrived from earth find a way out of it. So we fell into a thoughtful silence.
As we sat thus there came, from a little distance away, a voice deep and strong, but very sweet and full of melody. “What lesson did you learn of the Christ Child, my son Arnel?” I stood up and looked abroad. There on the hillcrest sat Wulfhere as I had seen her last, tranquil and composed yet, as I could see, strung taut to action. Her chin was in the cup of her hand, elbow on thigh, and her eyes looked straight to mine and held me."

A Child Shall Lead Them….
"As I looked at her the scene in the Hall of Pillars came to vision before my mind, and in the Glade, and in the Rotunda where the children had gone up into the city. And I sighed much at the contrast between those sweet scenes and this. But I knew at length what answered Wulfhere awaited, and I gave it. “A child shall lead them, as the prophet of old said. Yes in all of those transactions of the children, it was the Child who went on before.
“I do not know your prophet, Arnel. But he spoke true. Take heed to his teaching…and to the teaching of the child.
“He lead them by the sweet beauty of his love,” I said, still searching after the way she would apply this principle to the case in hand.
“He did,” she answered. “Aye, he led them so, as I lost the art to do so long ago, by reason of work so strenuous and fierce as that whereon I and Shonar were set to do it. But it comes into my mind what my heart would the more hardly admit, namely, that the softness of the leading of a child is more apparent in its compelling strength to me than to you, good Arnel. For, see you, this is the solution to your problem, and you did not find it, my son.
Then I went toward her up the hill and, coming to stand near by, I said, “But Wulfhere, we may not request the Child to these parts. His so high sublimity would not sustain these conditions of evil.
“Even to these parts I would pray his sweet Presence, were it needed. But so great thing is not of our present necessity. Here is another.
Suddenly her meaning broke upon me, and I said, “Habdi !”

“He will suffice. Bring him hither among us and I will treat with you further on the matter, Arnel. I would not name him by his name the first, lest you should think me unreasoned. But you had some ado to come at it, good Arnel.”
“Do you think he will be strong enough to be of service to us, Wulfhere?”
“As I shall counsel further he will serve.”
So I hasted to fetch the boy Habdi, and, coming again with some speed, I set him before her.

More Newcomers Diagnosed….
Tuesday 16th. November 1920….
With the help of these better ones we went again along the ranks. They who had known these sleepers while in the Earth life gave to us of their store of knowledge as they had been able to sum them up in their characters. We used this knowledge to aid us in our diagnosis. By this means we were able to gather together into one place some few hundreds of the better sort of them. These we arranged in a circle, and awakened them to full consciousness.

We watched them very narrowly , standing without the circle some little distance removed, ourselves unseen. We could read the mental process of each one as he opened his eyes to this new environment. The general idea among them was that their enemies had transported them into exile and had left them in this drear spot abandoned, perchance, to starve. Indeed, this was the burdo of their conversation as they broke silence.
But one and another, following, soon fell to silence. For a strange sight was there for them to see.

Habdi’s Wisdom…..
In the midst of the circle stood a young boy, alone and self composed. He smiled upon them and then, going up to one whom he thought had an appearance of intelligence above his fellows, said, “I take you kindly, sir, for you have a look of some tenderness upon your face. You will deal pleasantly with me, will you not?”
The man looked upon him perplexed. Then he arose and stood on guard with some suspicion brought over from Earth of plot and treachery.
“Who are you young sir,” he said, “that you speak to me so boldly? You are not of our children. And you go lonely in these parts.
“I am not of these parts precisely,” answered the boy Habdi. “I live some leagues distant. But it is given to me to know of these parts somewhat and, if I can serve you who are strange here, I would much enjoy to do so.”
“You have some assurance, lad, and I like you none the worse for that. But how comes it you do not fear us rough men, since you come singly, and are but a child?”
“Sir I have shown some wisdom, for I have come at what I sought; and made you give it to me moreover.
“And what is you sought that I have given it you unasked?”
“I set out to find what your heart was like, whether hard or kind, and I know it to be not either of these in whole; but yet there is more of kindness than of hate therein, and for that reason I will favour you.”
The man, in spite of his perplexity and somewhat bitter thoughts because of his late treatment at the hands of his fellow men, broke into laughter.
Anon he said, “And yet, youngster, you have some strangeness in your appearance; withal you have. Now who are you, and what tribe are you? Tell me now”
Habdi paused for a moment, but he did not ask for our help, nor did we send it.
At last he replied. “Now you are not some little kind hearted alone, but observant also. Belike we shall be friends sometime, you and I. Well, sir, give me your hand and you shall grow wiser still.”

The man with a smile gave his hand, and Habdi took it in his own with a firm grip.
At once the look on the face of the man changed. There was not fear, nor pain, nor perplexity, but a little of all these composite.
He sought with some hesitation to withdraw his hand, but could not. Still Habdi held him with his gaze and, taking his turn now, smiled. As they two stood there the lad gradually took on a more translucent appearance. He did not become conditioned to his own Sphere, nor to any Sphere beyond that in which we were. But he effected a partial transmutation of his body so that, while still visible to the man, he appeared more radient, more fragile; and yet his grip was as firm as at the first.
Then he slowly reassumed his former condition and, smiling still, loosed his hold upon the other’s hand. The rest of them looked on in utter perplexity.

Then Habdi spoke to them all and explained to them fully what had come to pass upon them, told them where their comrades and the women and children were, and invited them to follow him, so he would lead them to join them.
Not all, but nearly all of them went with him, but some few remained behind. These soon fell again into stupor and wandered back to the others whom we had left asleep.

Follow The Drake…….
Now the next operation was penultimate in the series. I tell it to you now.
All these former transactions had occupied a considerable space of duration. Were I to speak in terms of Earth, I would say it had taken time, some weeks or thereabouts. By this the others first salved had rapidly conditioned themselves to their new life, especially the children.
Now we had to deal with the worst of them.
Again we adopted the circular formation, but left a gap in the direction of the pass where the boulders were on the shoulder of the rise. Again Habdi stood in the midst, but with him were some dozen children from the meadow. These were quite happy and were playing a game of ‘Follow Drake.’ In and out of the boulders they filed, and round the circle. The sleepers troubled them not, for they were not of their own condition, and so were not very apparent to the children, though not quite unseen. I mean that the children were not able to recognise if they should know any of them, their faces and forms being, as it might be said, overshadowed, and not sharply outlined in feature. That is as near as I may come at it for you, my son.

Then we aroused them. I waited until the children came into view at a gentle canter, following Habdi who, this turn, took them round the circle a few paces affront the men. On the second round one of them who had been watching the children carefully, blinking his eyes at the vibrations from them which were not attuned to his more gross estate, came to conclude that one of those bairns was really his own. So he put forth his hand and took the child by the arm. She was a girl of some seven years or so.

At once, on contact, he uttered a yell, for the pain of it. He sank upon the ground, and sat there looking savage and yet afraid.
(You might explain that a little, sir, if you would, please.)

When you have bodily pain, that is in consequence of a series of vibrations entering in upon the economy of the affected part which is not concordant with the system of vibrations already established there. The new series do not agree in their speed or in their quality with the others. Both speed and the direction of their vibrant motion are abnormal. Also they are obstructive of the vital fluid which is coherent as between the ethereal body and the blood. There is more in the matter of physical pain than your men of science have yet found. And much more also than I have but told to you.

Very well. The action between the man and the child as to their bodies was something of a like nature. The contact of the two bodies was painful to him because his was sluggish in vibration and could not accommodate the higher stream of vibrations impinging upon him from the body of the child.
(But if he had been forgiving and kind-hearted all would have been well?)
So, my son. The touch of the child would have pleasured him instead of giving him pain.

Two More Groups Disposed Of……..
Well, the end of it was the others crowded round now and broke the circle to see what was come into their company of further disaster. For it was fear of disaster filled their minds, as hatred and lust for revenge was within their hearts.
Now we went forward, I and the Bishop and the Alderman, leaving the others, our helpers among the boulders. We withdrew the children, and the Alderman asked for silence. He explained, as Habdi had done to the others their companions, how they had come over, and their present estate.

There ensued an outbreak of speaking among them as they argued the matter out. Some would join us and commit themselves to our leading. Others would go and explore the country of their own powers. Others would nought except return Earthwards and seek for means of vengeance on their ill-users.

So we with some patience separated them into the three groups. The first group I set under leaders of my own companions. The second I consigned to the Bishop and the Alderman. I told these two, and some of the better ones, that I would keep in touch with them in their wanderings, and that I would come to them time and time again, and we would succour them when need should be. They are great strong Souls, they two, my son. They will do good work here ; and I think Earth will feel them yet in the course of their operations.

The Residue Return To the Earth Plane….
Having so disposed these two bands, I approached the residue. They were cursing their enemies and each other, and were in a very sorry plight withal.
(Any women with them?)
Women not a few, and some priests also. I have no record of their numbers in my mind. And it boots little, or I would search it out of our archives for you. Yes there were women, and some few were mothers whose bairns were awaiting them within the meadow. But I was sorry, my son. Belike they will not repent their folly till their sweet babes be beyond their aspirations, well into the spheres superior, and out of reach of them.
Or perchance they will not ever desire these babes of their own bearing till ages have passed away. We will leave it thus, my son. It is, as I say, a sorry tale to make sad the heart of an Angel.

So when some less than a dozen had been salved from them, and that with some difficulty, we let the residue depart. We sent dispatch to Shonar to make him acquaint with our doings, and the advent of the unrepentant toward his Sphere of action.
He would deal with them there and, when they had had their will and done what harm they were able upon the plane of Earth, they would gravitate to their own hells for winnowing and refining. Some of them would insist to pay visits to Earth from time to time; and those could not be gainsaid.
Yet only to those of like mind with them in wickedness would they be able to do hurt. These are they who make your Earth a place of sorrow, my son, where it should be a very pleasant place withal.

Pray For The People Of The Glade…..
(What was Wulfhere doing all this time, Arnel?)
She, having done what she could, left us and went first to the meadow, and thence to the Glade. Drafts were sent there, one by one, and the colony grew apace, and the forest rang with the shouts of children; and they and the women and the men were schooled in the new life and its laws and wonders.
The Children of Barnabas, my son; you remember the children of Barnabas?
(Yes Arnel, I pray for them as you bade me do.)
God be with you, my son, you do well, as you shall know one day. Pray also for these people of the Glade, and so shall you one day have joy of them, as also shall you have joy in the welcome of the People of Barnabas for your kindly thoughts of them, my son.

Abridged from Volume V of the series Life Beyond the Veil, by the Rev. Vale Owen… These works received through automatic writing from Guides and teachers in Spirit at the turn of the last century.

Blessings to all

Thursday, October 23, 2003

I shall post the link later also to the truly wonderful site that this extract came from.

The Arrows of Life..............

Picture a warrior with bow, quiver and arrows. The bow is a symbol for you as "self," aiming at the target of life. The quiver, your bag of physical and spiritual resources, contains seven dark arrows, seven light arrows, and seven rainbow arrows. These arrows represent the decisions and choices you make from moment to moment about how you direct the energies of your life experience.

We are in the dark mirror of the Southeast when we seek validation for self outside of self, looking for emotional approval, mental recognition, physical security, and /or spiritual acceptance from others. When this occurs in our life, we are out of balance and we give away our power, picking up one or more dark arrows to aim at the target of life.

The seven dark arrows are: attachment, dependency, judgment, comparison, expectation, the needy child syndrome, and ego self-importance.
It is the dark arrows that keep us stuck in our patterns and in karma, with low self-esteem and a negative, skewed approach to life and the world.

We are in the light mirror of the Southeast when we carry within ourselves self-reliance and personal happiness regardless of how others perceive us and react to us. We are now empowered to be all we can be, gaining individuality, transforming karma into dharma, and picking up the seven light arrows in the process.

The light arrows are: self-awareness, self-appreciation, self-acceptance, self-pleasure, self-love, self-actualization, and impeccability (always doing the best you can whenever you can, and if you could do better you would).

Each time we pick up a light arrow we break a dark one, and through this process of transformation we are gifted with a rainbow arrow.

The seven rainbow arrows are: illumination, introspection, trust and innocence, wisdom, open heart-to-heart communication, balance of male and female energies, and abundance and prosperity.
We are now fully matured, self-actualizing humans.

Blessings to all this day

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

Message from The Hopi Elders, Hopi Nation, Oraibi, Arizona

We have been telling the people that this is the Eleventh Hour
Now you must go back and tell the people that this is the Hour
And there are things to be considered.

Where are you living?
What are you doing?
What are your relationships?
Are you in the right relation?
Where is your water?
Know your garden.

It is time to speak your truth
Create your community.
Be good to each other.
And do not look outside yourself for the leader.
This could be a good time!
There is a river flowing now very fast
It is so great and swift that there are those who will be afraid.
They will try to hold onto the shore.
They will feel they are being torn apart and they will suffer greatly.
Know the river has its destination.
The elders say we must let go of the shore, and push off and into the river,
Keep our eyes open, and our head above the water.
See who is in there with you and Celebrate.
At this time in history, we are to take nothing personally.
Least of all ourselves.
For the moment that we do,
our spiritual growth and journey comes to a halt.

The time of the lone wolf is over, Gather yourselves!
Banish the word struggle from your attitude and your vocabulary.
All that you do now must be done in a sacred manner
And in celebration.

"We are the ones we've been waiting for..."

The Elders, Hopi Nation, Oraibi, Arizona


The Lord's Prayer translated from Aramaic, Jesus' language, into English rather than from Aramaic to Greek to Latin to English...
O Cosmic Birther of all radiance and vibration! Soften the ground of our being and carve out a space within us where Your Presence can abide

Fill us with your creativity so that we may be empowered to bear the fruit of your mission.

Let each of our actions bear fruit in accordance with our desire.
Endow us with the wisdom to produce and share what each being needs to grow and flourish.

Untie the tangled threads of destiny that bind us, as we release others from the entanglement of past mistakes

Do not let us be seduced by that which would divert us from our true purpose, but illuminate the opportunities of the present moment.

For you are the round and the fruitful vision, the birth-power and fulfillment, as all is gathered and made whole once again.

Blessings to all.

::: The Law of Probability.:::

Nothing happens with certainty... Things only happen to degrees of Probability.

If we stand at a fixed viewing point to observe events as they conspire, we would discern how, from No Potential…some motivating factor borne of thought (Cause).. produces the first Potential for an event.

At this stage the event and all other scenarios possible out of the original Potential, come into real existence in Virtual state.
Their Potential is recorded in the refined matter of the Ethonosphere and this is in a state of flux according to the progress of Potential for the Event.

The motivated Cause for an Event produces reciprocal reaction… which in turn injects more motivated thought (Cause) to the situation..
This modifies the degree of Probability for the passing of the Event.

The factors governing the actuality for an Event can be a thousandfold, but given the necessary insight, it would be possible to recognize and read the strength of Probability for an event at all times.

If we were able to freeze-frame the state of play for example, for a really big (apparently) negative event we would see that the Probability factor for the Event may still allow for alternate outcomes; some positive, some negative.
The final passing of an Event is simply the transition of Probabilities, which in the passing of the Event, form the basis of Probability for continuing Events.. Past/Present/Future…. Their separation is an illusion.

We see them as such because our Viewing Point is not sufficiently removed.

We human forms constitute a Permanent Motivating Presence, occupying a Temporary Material Body. Our state of being as Temporary Occupants at a gross vibrationary level, binds our viewing point through our physical senses to material discernments..

Our real selves however are in touch with permanent reality (in a higher state) only for so much as we choose to link with it in our every Thought (Cause.)
In doing so we are able to link to real lofty liberated people (Presences) on a higher level via our higher consciousness.. In this way we are also able to make higher discernments without realizing we are doing so. We say we averted something because we had a flash of intuition…

What this means infact is one of two things :: That we were able to pick up the message of warning from our Minder or friend in Spirit… Or, we tapped into the permanent fluctuating energy of the Ethonosphere to be able to read the possibilities (or more correctly) the Probabilities for an Event.

Our intuition was simply our own ability to see the strength of Probability for several outcomes, of the Event in question.
…and if we are considering the strength of Probabilities for an Event… why then should we recall a nasty horrible vision of us doing wrong…. Simple; because as we subconsciously read the Probabilities occurring out of Cause.. we, as beings bound to gross vibration, are more likely to discern the vibrational energies most closely linked to our present vibration….IE… negative events…

So in practice :: We are examining the Virtual Probabilities for all possible outcomes at all times in our deeper mind.. We are then able to inter-relate with events ourselves to decide our involvement or agreement. However because we are ourselves ‘of’ gross vibration… we are likely to recall the Probabilities for a negative outcome; even if they are ‘not’ the strongest Probability for the Event…. But in doing so, we influence the Probability factor for the Event to increase its strength of negative probability.

Whoever coined the phrase ‘Think Positive,’ may not have realized just how potent and Tangible the idea actually is… Thought is always tangible, for it forms the basis of all Probability.

When we generate mind pictures - motivating something negative.. we are linking to the negative scenarios of Probability for something to happen, thereby feeding it and helping the negative Event to be self-fulfilling.

Conversely if we think at all times with positive thoughts of Love, Compassion, Caring, and Tolerance, we make the positive Event turn from Virtual-Negative, to Virtual-Positive, and help bring about a positive outcome.

Even if our thoughts are Pure at all times we will still be examining in our higher minds, most of the Probabilities for a forthcoming Event-Passing; including the Negative Probabilities..

If we find that negative scenarios are creeping into our conscious minds, we simply have to seek out inspiration to raise our vibration up from the material.
The dark thoughts will vanish, leaving the way clear for you, armed with positive Cause, to make sure the Event is a Positive Event.
It is as simple as that.

Blessings this day

Below Diocretes’ feet the jagged rock of the pathway narrowed to barely 6 yards-length.
Its steepness signalled warning, with strewn rock rubble and an endless precipice off to the left.
His thoughts plummeted with the atmosphere forever into the darkened gorge below.

The thongs of his skirt slapped hard to hinder his laboured steps, and rubbed into his flesh with each push forward.
Sweat mixed with the rawness of his skin; his tunic stained wet from the flow of his musk.
His knuckles clenched tight the short-sword in his grasp and ignored the bloody scrapes from the rock face, as he struggled on.
His breath eased but the curses grew; even as the tortuous path turned the bend to finally level and widen.

“Damn you to hell,” he spit, as he reigned back abruptly; his short-sword though, thrust forward in mortal challenge, as an extension of his troubled Soul.
Before him a figure stood serenely in simple powder blue robe; the colour matching his eyes and the thin hue of the sky.
The stranger’s gaze was fixed to some far event on the horizon.
His arms hung in rest at his side supported on the air as if on Eiderdown.

He spoke: “Why do you oppose me?”

Diocretes choked on his words. “Oppose ? ….oppose? …. I shall be done of you…
Is there no place you will not plague me.”
He lunged, and his rage travelled the length of the short-sword to carry it, penetrating so easily through the body flesh of the figure before him.
Then with the ease of a hand from water, his arm drew back…the glistening blade sucking crimson splashes in a neat bloody pattern before him.

A slight sway betrayed the stance of the stranger.
Diocretes stared in fascination as a pool of red spread towards his feet.
In slow motion, the figure sagged to his knees, palms upturned as they met with the rocky ground and came to rest.
Life force ebbed.
As the last breath expired from his chest, his flowing locks parted to his beautiful gaze. His head tilted up toward Diocretes and the stranger smiled with Love for him.

Diocretes spun from his trance as a roar in the sky behind him tore him from his nemesis.
Clouds boiled and in seconds surged toward him like a geyser.
The sky parted.
Diocretes fell back in shock to see the vision of a beautiful armour-clad maiden in the firmament. She spoke to him.

“Diocretes, what is it you have assailed today?”

He caught his breath and stood forth with instinctive familiarity.
He thought her name; ‘Alana; ’ …….and returned her question…..

“I fought at last for peace from a demon who followed me; and now it is done.”

“Oh! Diocretes,” said Alana, ..”know you not that it is ‘not’ done.. it is only begun.”
“ You were lost, my Lord, and you knew not.
You have found your way and still you know not.”

Diocretes pointed hard with his short-sword behind him and turned to follow its direction.
He staggered as he saw how the Figure was no longer there.. No stains of blood, no sign of the Presence.

He turned again to his Vision, her eyes sparkling with Compassion.
She spoke again.

“Diocretes for so long you have fled the fear within. Now you face it and I await your thought of me,to be reunited again.” “There is no cause to battle more within.”

Diocretes turned again within his questioned belief, to check the Figure was indeed now gone.
Balance tricked him and his outstretched palm fended his frame from the rock face as he staggered back.
His mind caught up to his Soul with a Snap!

No short-sword… No opponent… But, …..but ……and he felt a sharp pain at his side.
His hands clutched to the sudden agony of sensation from his body.
He looked down, his fingers squeezed to stem the blood flow from his wound.
He felt the energy drain from his body to earth and the strength sap from his legs.

He began to sink but was held firm by strong Loving hands.
He looked and saw.
It was his Vision, now at his side as flesh and beauty.
She whispered softly to him now.

“Recover my Lord indeed,
For now we may do the work we may do.
It awaits us, as it always has done.”

He looked deeply into her eyes and answered her.
“I am not Diocretes am I ?”

“No,” she returned.

“But You are my Lady?”

“Yes,” she said , smiling


Monday, October 20, 2003

For ten years the Student sat with his Master and not a word passed between them...
Presently the Master said to his Student, " You have not spoken for a while, what's on your mind?"
The student replied he had been pondering a profound question on the nature of things...

The master spoke again to say, " I could have answered your question ten years ago but I was unable to do so." ......
"Why not? " said the Student.....

"Because you didn't ask!" said the Master..........

All who visit here are the Master or Student of some aspect of this life and beyond.....
Answers always await the seeker.....
But the seeker must step forward with a Question

......and remember this.... If you keep getting the wrong answers
......It is usually because you are asking the wrong questions !

Blessings of Love and Light


Sunday, October 19, 2003

I am reposting below, a post delivered to another site because it takes us to the heart of all that I follow.

It serves also as a private vindication for a tiny bit of what I have been blessed to rediscover through my own tested experiences.

In due course I will be posting links to other respected sources of verification- material, ....for pre-civilisation and for higher life levels.

Ground-Penetrating Radar Showing Ancient Civilizations

by Paul White

Since the declassification of the new ground-penetrating radar 2
years ago, the most staggering data has emerged of complex and
labyrinthine underground systems in various parts of the world. At
places like Guatemala in the South Americas, tunnels have been mapped
under the Mayan pyramid complex at Tikal, which extend a full 800
kilometres to the opposite side of the country. Investigators
remarked, it was possible to understand how half a million Mayan
Indians escaped the decimation of their culture.

In similar fashion, the SIRA radar was deployed in Egypt as early as
1978, mapping an extraordinary subterranean complex beneath the
Egyptian pyramids. Arrangements made with President Sadat of Egypt,
resulted in three decades of top secret excavations to penetrate the
system. At a recent meeting in Australia, one of the key scientists
on the Giza project, Dr. Jim Hurtak, showed film footage of work in
progress called, CHAMBERS OF THE DEEP, due to be released at the end
of the century.

The film reveals the discovery of a vast megalithic metropolis,
15,000 years old, reaching several levels below the Giza plateau.
While the rest of the Nu-Age speculates about a hidden chamber under
the left paw of the Sphinx, the legendary "City Of The Gods", lays
sprawled beneath. Complete with hydraulic underground waterways, the
film shows massive chambers, the proportions of our largest
cathedrals, with enormous statues, the size of the Valley of the
Nile, carved in-situ. Researchers, risking their lives with lights
and cameras, carefully negotiated rubber dinghies across subterranean
rivers and kilometer-wide lakes, to penetrate sealed chambers beyond.
Already, remarkable caches of records and artifacts have been found.

*Just after the Deluge, at the dawn of the present time cycle, an era
the Egyptians called ZEP TEPI, "The First Times", a mysterious group
of "gods" appeared, to initiate the survivors in the rudiments of
civilisation. From Thoth and Osiris in Egypt, to Quetzacoatal and
Viracocha in the Americas, traditions worldwide subscribe the origins
of contemporary civilisation to this sophisticated group*.

Despite the misleading popularity of Von Danikan journalism, evidence
from around the world, indicates these people were the hi-tech
survivors of the previous civilisation. Like the nuclear survival
bunkers and secret research facilities of our own civilisation, there
were those who arose from the underground "cities of the Gods", after
the dust settled. They were the "prediluvian patriarchs", like Enoch
and Methuselah, the "giants and heroes of old", mentioned in Genesis.
The enigmatic gods of ancient Summer, Egypt and India, all hail from
the fabulous times before the Flood.

It is the legacy of a civilisation and a technology way beyond our
own. A technology capable of creating a vast underground city, of
which the sphinx and pyramids are merely the surface markers. The
project scientist, Dr. Hurtak, likens it to the impact of contact
with an advanced extraterrestrial culture. He described it as the
discovery of the Fourth Root culture, the so-called Atlantean
civilisation, destroyed by the last earth tumble. It presents
unequivocal evidence that all languages, cultures and religions trace
back to a single common source, which Dr. Hurtak refers to as
the "Parent Civilisation".

The technology unearthed is way beyond machine technology, as we know
it. As Arthur C. Clark once joked, "any technology beyond our own
would seem like magic to us." According to Dr. Hurtak, this was a
culture who cracked the genetic code and possessed the keys of the
physical spectrum, the "Higher Light Physics" of the ancients...
everything old Gilgamesh went searching for in his famous trek to the
lost "City of the Gods" to search the tunnels beneath "Mt. Mashu" in
the desert lands.

Hurtak refers to a "language of light" and a great priest-scientist
of the previous time cycle, named ENOCH, who is associated with the
building of the Great Pyramid complex. Hurtak alludes to a grand
spiritual science, a science which describes a genetic stairway to
the stars.

The priest-scientist ENOCH, is a prediluvian patriarch, one of the
most famous and seminal characters of the previous time cycle. Father
of Methuselah and great grandfather of Noah, Enoch is credited in the
Bible as architect of the original Zion, the legendary "City of
Yahweh", as well as inventor of the alphabet and calendar. Enoch is
also history's first astronaut, who "is taken aloft by the Lord" and
shown "the secrets of earth and heaven". He returns to earth with
the "weights and measures" for all humankind.

Known to the Egyptians as THOTH, the "Lord of Magic and Time" and to
the Greeks as HERMES, "messenger of the gods", he is even remembered
in the Celtic tradition as the enigmatic wizard Merlin, who
disappears up an apple tree to mythic Avalon, seeking the secret of
immortality and vowing to return.

As one who attained immortality, the secret of how we "might become
as gods", Thoth/Enoch promises to return at the end of time "with the
keys to the gates of the sacred land." In the controversial Dead Sea
Scrolls, revealing the lost Books Of Enoch removed from the Bible by
early religious leaders, Enoch describes a wondrous civilisation in
the past, who misused the keys of higher knowledge and were unable to
save themselves from the last cataclysm. Both literally and
figuratively they lost the "keys", they lost all higher knowledge.

Yet, Enoch, along with many traditions, even the Mayan legend of
Quetzacoatal, promises a return of this knowledge at "The end of
time", the end of the present time cycle. Biblical Revelations
promise "all will be revealed" at the end of the present world. The
extraordinary discoveries in Egypt and other parts of the world,
describe not just an advanced technology but, evolutionary path
beyond our present state.
Careful scientific examination of the world's key pyramid sites,
reveal them to be sophisticated harmonic structures, not only
mirroring positions of the planets and stellar systems but, designed
to mimic the chakras and harmonic cavities of the human body. Even
each stone within the Great Pyramid is harmonically tuned to a
specific frequency or musical tone. The sarcophagus in the centre of
the Great Pyramid is tuned to the frequency of the human heart beat.

Astonishing experiments, conducted by Dr. Hurtak and colleagues at
the Great Pyramid and other sites in the South Americas, demonstrate
the pyramids to be voice-activated "geophysical computers." Intoning
specific ancient sounds, the scientific team produced visible
standing waves of light, above and within the pyramids and were even
able to penetrate, hitherto, inaccessible chambers. Subsequent
discoveries indicate the ancient priest-scientists employed some sort
of harmonic sound technology within the temple structures.

The lost Enochian knowledge reveals the mother tongue as a "language
of Light". Known to the ancients as HIBURU, it is the primal seed
language, introduced at the beginning of this time cycle. Modern
research confirms, the most ancient form Hebrew to be a natural
language, the alphabetic forms emerging from the phosphene flare
patterns of the brain. The same shapes, in fact, born of a spinning
vortex. It is a true language of light, coursing through our very
nervous system.

Encoding the natural waveform geometries of the physical world,
Hiburu is a harmonic language, mimicking the waveform properties of
light. The "keys" Enoch speaks of, turn out to be sound keys, keys to
be vibratory matrix of reality itself, the mythic "Power of the
World". The Enochian knowledge describes sonic equations, encoded
within the ancient mantras and god names, capable of directly affect
the nervous system and producing profound effect of healing and
higher consciousness states.

As the ancient texts declare, "If you would speak with the gods you
must first learn the language of the gods." DNA, the ancient
cabalistic "Tree Of Life" portrayed in the Biblical Torah, is now
coming to be viewed as a live vibrating structure, rather than a
fixed tape recording. Many modern scientists, regard DNA as a
shimmering, waveform configuration, able to be modified by light,
radiation, magnetic fields or sonic pulses. The legacy of Thoth/Enoch
suggests this "language of Light", the harmonic science of the
ancients, could actually affect DNA.

The evidence in Egypt, indicates this was the grand 6,000 year
genetic experiment attempted by the Egyptians, the quest for
immortality and the stars, a quest described by the great ones of
old, a quest initiated by Gilgamesh so very long ago. The Egyptians
were not fixated on the afterlife, as thought by early Christian
translators but, focussed on creating a higher type of human. Along
with many ancient cultures, they believed DNA came from the stars and
was destined to return.

The knowledge of Thoth/Enoch implies humans are meant to evolve
beyond our present terrestrial form, as the Bible tells us, "we may
become greater than angels". The Egyptians record stories of
the "Star Walkers", occasional individuals who, like Enoch,
travelled "beyond the Great Eye of Orion" and returned, to walk like
gods amongst men. Despite the bleaching of semi-divine beings from
modern consciousness, could it be possible, as the ancient texts
insist, we are destined to "become as gods"? are the Mayan "Lords of
Light" and the Egyptian/Tibetan "Shining Ones" really a higher form
of human?

According to many earth legends, such beings are supposed to return
regularly, at the beginning and end of each time cycle, the 13,000
year half-point of our solar system's 26,000 year zodiacal orbit
around galaxy centre. Because of conditions on our galactic orbit,
these 13,000 year intervals or "worlds", seem to be separated by
cataclysmic upheaval.

According to the "calendar in stone" of the Great Pyramid, which
describes the so-called "Phoenix Cycle" of our galactic orbit, the
present time period ends (converted to our present calendar) in the
year 2012 AD. The Greek word PHOENIX, derived from the Egyptian word,
PA-HANOK, actually means, "The House of Enoch".

The Enochian knowledge suggests, these regular cataclysmic changes
act as an evolutionary agent provocateur, to quicken the resident
life forms to the next evolutionary phase, prior to exodus from the
womb planet. Human evolution may proceed more rapidly than previously
thought. The evidence now appearing, records civilisations before us,
who mastered the physical continuum and progressed beyond this world.
There were also those who failed. We, too, have equal opportunity to
make it or break it.

The discoveries emerging from Egypt, describe the existence of a
world wide pyramid temple system in prehistory, mounted like antennae
on the key energy meridians, which were employed by ancient priest-
scientists as a musical system to stabilize the tectonic plates of
the planet... cataclysmic geology at it's finest. From the mother
tongue word JEDAIAH, meaning "the way of the Word" or "the power of
the Word", the ancient JEDAI priests used the language of Light to
tune the planet like a giant harmonic bell. Much is being
rediscovered in the last days of this time cycle. In the words of Dr.
Jay Franz, of the Omega Foundation, "even if we don't dare to name
it, there is a universal feeling of something impending on the world

Blessings of light to all


Saturday, October 18, 2003

.... Reply to a relationship question posted on site Sept. 2002.

I hope you will understand your answer in my reply:::::

Turak was a wise old bird...
Some say he was older and wiser than all of the other birds put together...
Young birds of the flock loved to come and listen to his stories...
They always followed the same theme, but each time a new lesson could be learned...
Afterwards the young birds would have great fun discussing the latest tale and squabbling together to be the first to understand its meaning...

Turak's species were nearly always born with no wings...
These grew as the young birds grew...In fact throughout their lives, they never stopped growing...
As Turak journeyed about his land he never stopped marveling at the different ways his flock lived together...
There were so many birds in the flock that there never was much space to make a home...
When two young birds found each other there space was just enough for them...

Turak noticed the effect as paired birds began to grow wings...
The space they had together was comfortable but only if both birds shared it unselfishly...
Their wings grew at different rates; and so it was that the wings of one bird would often overshadow the partner...
Much of the time as each bird became preoccupied with preening their growing wings, they each did not realise how their movements made their living space so uncomfortable for both of them...
They took turns to find food and if one bird helped the other, its wings would be helped to grow faster...

As time passed, wings matured...It was not unusual to see how a foolish bird tried to fly too soon and fell in a heap...Its anger and frustration were often directed to its mate...
You would think when each pair of birds were fully fledged that everything would be OK...Not so!
Turak would see how two birds with beautiful sets of wings, flapped to take flight together and just kept on knocking each other to the ground again...Or how one bird with stunted wings would be left lonely on the ground as the other bird blundered about in hopeless flight, because he had not looked after his wings properly...

Just rarely, Turak would notice two birds working in harmony to help each other into the air and back to ground again...
These birds always flew in joint adventure to gain experience in the air together...

Turak knew of a distant colony where old and ancient birds lived...They also had partners, but every bird flew its own flightpath, only to return to roost with their partner to share the tales of their experience...
Turak had been a young bird once upon a time...
He remembered how he had wasted many years trying to find a mate...

Turak had learned to fly early; or so he thought...He would make short hopping flights and as he spotted a potential mate, he would end up just crashing into her and overwhelming her...
He always seemed to frighten them away...
The trouble was, he believed he had learned the joys of flight and just wanted to pass-on that experience to a partner...

One day a strong wind caught Turak as he did a hopping flight between two hills...The wind lifted him high into the sky...Higher than he thought possible...He was sure he was going to die...
As the clouds thinned he was shocked to see dozens of magnificent birds effortlessly soaring around him...
One bird flew close to him and asked him what he thought he was doing...
Turak replied weakly, 'I'm just flying.'...
The other bird, who was holding distance alongside, told Turak to have a good look at his wings...Turak finally looked and realized in shame and horror that next to these fine birds, all he had were stumps...
Turak plummeted towards the ground and lost consciousness on the way...He opened his eyes to see a young beautiful bird mopping his brow...She said, 'I saw you try to get across from that hill over there. You didn't quite make it!'...
Turak saw the wings of this bird were just the same size as his...
At last he knew it was time for him to share his growth with a partner on equal terms; and one day.....he and his partner would soar high above the world together in perfect formation...........
I invite YOU to play out the role of Turak....Blessings to all.


Extracted with thanks from the blessed book
‘Genesis, The Children of Thoth.’

I hope the following extract from this beautiful book will touch your Soul as it did mine.

“He heard his voice, like the cry of a dying loon, echoing through the room.
He buried his face against both knees and wept.
The sobs wrenched his body about on the stone and punished his ribs with exquisite excess.

Did he enjoy his failures? Did he enjoy his inadequacies?
The thought jerked from his throat a gasp that echoed in the room.
“No!” His mind screamed the words inside his head.
But it was a cry of protest, not of conviction.
“No,” his pride called again, but his conscience whispered its own correction.
“No, no, no, I am not a weakling. I am a champion.
” The spoken words echoed long in the vault of the room, but there was no echo of conviction in his heart.

Slowly his inner voice began to speak.
It seemed that Thoth’s voice filled the room and rumbled in his ears.

“Humankind, in general, likes to fail. For then, like hurt children who return for motherly comfortably can have at least momentary attention and assurance of worth.
For a moment, they can return to the community-blessed safety of non-aloneness. They can forget the terrors that being alone accentuates.
They can be reassured of belonging.

“To many persons, assurance of belonging is more important than success.
Being one of the crowd is more important than leadership
Belonging to the gang is more important than belonging totally to one’s higher self. It is easier, too, for it takes less effort.”

“There is instant reward and gratification for failure.
The gratification and reward for success is sometimes long delayed, or never given, or even denied by authority – or worse, simply ignored after much effort.

A-Sar-U let go his legs in astonishment. It was as if he had read the thoughts of his Master and turned them into words of truth.
Slowly he forced himself into the sitting position and faced the neatly stacked stones against the outer wall.
They were the inert things of life, the innocent sword-dummy.
Things that were made important so that truly important things could not enter.
Empty things, habits, thoughts!
Baseless daydreams and uncontrolled night dreams that took time, thought and energy away from self-improvement and progress toward a goal..
A goal. His goal!
With Love

Empty Your mind of all thoughts
Let your heart be at peace
Watch the turmoil of beings
But contemplate their return.

Each separate being in the Universe
returns to the common source.
Returning to the source is serenity.

If you don’t realise the source,
You stumble in confusion and sorrow.
When you realise where you came from,
You naturally become more tolerant,
Disinterested, amused, kind hearted
As a Grandmother, dignified as a King.
Immersed in the wonder of the Tao you can deal with whatever life brings you
And when death comes, you are ready.

From “ Tao Te Ching”

You don't have to look far
to discover aspects of a higher plan at work :-)
The Centre of the Bible

What is the shortest chapter in the Bible?
Answer - Psalms 117

What is the longest chapter in the Bible?
Answer - Psalms 119

Which chapter is in the centre of the Bible?
Answer - Psalms 118

Fact: There are 594 chapters before Psalms 118

Fact: There are 594 chapters after Psalms 118

Add these numbers up and you get 1188

What is the centre verse in the Bible?
Answer - Psalms 118:8

Psalms 118:8 (NKJV) "It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man." Now isn't that odd how this worked out (or was God at the centre of it)?

Friday, October 17, 2003

You are playing music. Somebody says, ‘Why are you playing that?’
You say, ‘I dunno’!
You say, c’mon… think about it; why are you playing ‘that?’
You say, ….OoooKayyy !!! …I suppose it fits with my mood right now!’

Point made and noted…. ‘It fits the mood.’

Now let us think, not in terms of mood, but in terms of vibration.
Think in terms of us having a higher or lower personal vibration depending upon the circumstances prevailing at the time.
Think also of how, when we say the music fits with the mood, that the vibration of the music is reflecting the level of vibration we have when we are listening to it.

By my Understanding; I have previously proposed that we naturally seem to seek out things around us, (as with music in the example above,) which match or compliment our vibration at the time. …Fine if we are in good Spirits.
When our vibration is low this may not be such a good thing. If we compliment a melancholic mood with soulful music, we are not helping ourselves to snap out of the mood. I propose instead if we forced ourselves to listen to any kind of inspirational music we would be far more likely to lift the mood.

Inspirational music of any kind is synonymous with higher vibration.
When we go against ourselves to listen to music above our current vibration, ‘our’ vibration is lifted - by Association.

When we find inspiration through music or anything else, our aspirations are raised with it, whether or not we are aware of the process.
So through our interests we may associate ourselves with all kinds of things which inspire us in some way, and by Association give a clue to our aspirations.
All these things are the driving force of our Persona.

Can there be anything wrong in aspiring to something by Association?
To answer this we first have to identify another main factor which gives us our Persona. It is simply ….‘experience,’ or ideally, ….‘tested’ experience.
For ‘tested’ experience I mean that the motivations within a person, should be tested by that person - against potential Effect and Consequence; with Wise values adopted as a result.
The persona of such a person goes before them. They have a nature of quiet authority and have a quiet self-assurance, borne out of a developing tranquillity.

A person who projects a persona of authority, but who has achieved that persona of authority by Association, stands on shaky ground.
Others may accept their authority, but if it comes under challenge, they have no solid foundation of experience to withstand the attack.

Originally the person may have set themselves high ideals.
They may have adopted decorations of knowledge to imply a position closer to their aspirations than their tested experience could support.
Then disaster.. Someone issues a challenge to their belief…. Or worse still, something happens in their private life which should be manageable within the tenet of their aspirations; but through lack of solid tested experience, brings their whole strength and authority crashing to the ground.

To reach high, and immerse ourselves in the world of our subject belief is no bad thing when high ideals are sought. However, there is no substitute 'ever' for tested personal experience.

So it is has been for example, with the Warriors forum I have spoken of before. I have observed with sadness how untested experience over some months has prevailed to draw discussion from lofty considerations, down to discussion of mutual inadequacy; and a dependence upon those who offer the brightest decorations of Association.

Self delusion can only be defeated by returning to basics. All things originate in ‘Cause,’ ….this being the originating thought in our heads for anything. Here lies great power, for thought has form. We have absolute power of choice in it.
But ‘Cause’ leads to ‘Effect’ when it is played out. This being the action - enacted.

From ‘Effect’ there is ‘Consequence,’ and to understand Consequence is to accept ‘Responsibility.’ Personal progress starts when we accept responsibility for ourselves.

This requires us to return to the start and test our every thought before our ‘Cause’ ever becomes a bad effect and consequence. Adopt this habit and our aspirations need never be carried by ‘Dependency’ or through ‘Association.’

Love and Blessings to all

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