Journey to Enlightenment

Friday, December 31, 2004

As I pondered the implications of the recent Earthquake disaster I thought of those people who were trying to make sense of it.
I know from my own conversations, a lot of people were giving themselves a headache trying to find the greater meaning in what had happened.
For them, an old prayer sprang to mind, which seemed perfectly appropriate in the circumstances.

G-d grant me the Courage to change the things I CAN change,

The Serenity to accept those things I CANNOT change

And the Wisdom to know the difference.

Sunday, December 26, 2004

The cycle of Life and Rebirth was brought home to me again on Christmas Day morning.

I work at a large Retirement complex and in the early hours of the day we lost another of our Owners after protracted illness. I could just say, goes with the territory! but as usual, that big 'step-back' from everything reveals a different perspective.

Some of the Owners when their time comes to give up the mortal coil, are blessed with hardly another family soul to speak for them!
Some are honoured by the visit of lots of family members.

In so many cases though, part-time visitors appear and 'cling' with their grief, for the person now gone. There is only rare celebration for the merciful relief of the departing friend.

My mind returned to a story written by someone a long while ago who had been faced with 17 hours to live. The person survived the life-threatening emergency operation and her inspired words survived with her.

This is the perspective of the Author in the few hours awaiting death. She wanted her family to celebrate her passing instead of clinging to her in grief.

By kind permission of : Theresa Mae Lum....

Instead of your tears; if your eyes could see,
I have not left You, I have simply left Me.

It is time for my truths to be in my sight
It is now time for me, to stand in the Light.
It is time for my Soul to take Angel's flight

This is a dream come true for me
I have not leftYou ....I have just left Me.

Let me go ....and I will Always be with you.


At home and door open

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Calling 'time out' for A bit of festive season humour.

Letter from Irish Mother to her son.....

Dear Son, Just a few lines to let you know I'm still alive.
I'm writing this letter very slowly because I know you can't read very fast.
You won't know the house when you come home because we have moved.
About your father; he has a lovely job with over 500 men under him. He's cutting the grass at the cemetery.

Your brother Sean is doing well in the Army. He's only been a soldier for 2 weeks and they've already made him a Court marshall. The man next door has had three wooden legs fitted from the Doctor in a month. The Doctor thinks he's making a coffee table. I'm waiting to put the cat out, but he hasn't come home yet.

I like it very much here, but I don't understand the signs very well. At the bus stop it said "Queue other side," so I went across the road and missed the bus.
I bought a steam pudding the other day and burnt my feet. It said on the label, " Stand in boiling water for two minutes."

Have you got a job yet?
....It said in the newspaper, "500 jobs in Jeopardy." Are you anywhere near there?

There was a washing machine in the new house when we moved in, but it wasn't working too good. Last week I put 12 shirts in it, pulled the chain, and I haven't seen them since.
Mary, your sister has had a baby. I don't know if it is a boy or a girl, so I can't tell you if you ar an Uncle or an Aunt. Your Uncle Dick drowned last week in a Vat of Whiskey at the Brewery. Some of his mates dived in after him, but he fought them off bravely. We cremated his bodyand it took 4 days to put the fire out.

It only rained twice last week; once for 3 days and once for 4 days. On Monday it was so windy that one of the hens laid the same egg 5 times.

We had a letter from the Undertaker. He said, "If the last installment wasn't paid witin seven days of your Gran's funeral then "Up She Comes!" You uncle Patrick yesterday made his own Cider and had to go outside and crush 50 Woodpeckers.

Your Loving Mother

PS. I was going to send you a £5 pounds note, but I've already sealed the envelope.

At Home and door open

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Kung Fu Wisdom : A Children's Game...

The Scissors cut paper. The Paper covers the rock. The Rock crushes the scissors.

Is not playing a children's game a waste of time?

Children's games teach - sometimes more than books. Come, instruct an old man, and yourself.

Rock crushes scissors.

Look beyond the game, as you look beneath the surface of a pool to see its depths.

Each in turn conquers the other.
There is no stronger or weaker.

This is the harmony of nature, and not a waste of time.

I will treasure this lesson, master.

I have three treasures which I hold and keep.
The first is Mercy; for from Mercy comes Courage.
The second is Frugality; from which comes generosity to others.
The third is Humility; for from it comes leadership.

What strange treasures.
How shall I hold and keep them? In memory?

No, not in your memory, but in your Deeds.


At Home & Door Open

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Imagine a room filled with drunkards.
Another drunkard is introduced to the room; but this one is in denial.
He tries to pass himself off as a non drunkard.
How soon do you think it would be before the others in the room saw through his disguise ?
How soon before he is unmasked ?

Now continue the exercise and play a mind game, by filling the room over and over with different negative groupings. Then ask the same questions.
Try for example, drug addicts, or selfish people, or thieves, or self absorbed people and so on.
Or even try it with with combinations of these.

For every gathering, anyone in denial of their conditioning would soon be exposed among their peers. So now adopt a fresh viewing point with me.
Now we shall view all these people in energy form.

As I propose in my book, everyone exists as a cohesion of vibration, - a condensation of higher matter, directed by our motivating force, ...our ‘Presence.’
If we, as an observer, were empowered with Ethonic sight, we would see that everyone's energy-field, extending beyond their physical body, was in a state of constant flux.
We would be able to take a hypothetical snap-shot of their condition.
This would provide an Ethonic Report of the person’s general vibrationary condition; (an Ethonic signature.)

Within that snapshot, Ethonic viewing would allow us to identify all of the internal vibrationary influences which combined to produce the general signature.

If we transfer our awareness of these facts to one of our hypothetical rooms, we would see that the vibrationary signature of the occupants, was in accord.
In other words, the drunkard would hold a signiture of vibration recognisable to others of the same experience and vibration. Any attempt at concealment would be futile.

This understanding would show within the mixtures of society, how all levels of vibration are evident to represent all manner of conditioning.

Within gatherings of people on higher planes of reality we would find again that everyone shared a vibration of accord, but this time it would be an accord of more refined vibration.

This illustrates the due process of development for humankind, where at physical levels we are here as inadequate beings, striving for the tranquility of permanant harmony. For now, our inadequecies of conditioning and experience within the mixture of society at physical level,guarantees conflict.
The conflict generates discontent, and an eventual will to face and overcome internal paterns, which cause the lower energy flows within us.

We here on the Earth-plane reality are not ready to create heaven on earth.
However we can ‘know’ our own imperfection, and we can 'understand' the process of conflict and development in others.

Telling someone they look good today, even if they look bad, is a start.
Or celebrating the fact that you go to sleep tonight without having had a single bad thought about anyone today; or having gone out of your way at least once to do one the good turn without price tag.

Our development toward self awareness is a revolution in progress, but it slows down every time someone looks away from their soul mirror, or stops asking, "What motivated me to do that?"



Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Pure Magic.... reproduced from elsewhere, but offered here too.

~ Re-minders from Home ~IsraelJaffa - The old city near Tel Aviv

This message from the Group was originally presented the day of the Web ofLove experiment on September 18, 2004. The Web of Love activation had wellover 200,000 participants representing many parts of the globe. It was atrue heart connection to open a new grid of love for all of us to use.

Whatfollows was the message from the Group that shows some of the practicaluses of this new connection. It also marks the first in a new series ofmessages they have called "The Practical Magic Series."The scientific results of the global experiment will be available soon.

Please watch the Web of Love section at for details.Happy creating!

Steve RotherSpokesman for the GroupSpecial RequestCopyright 2004. Steve Rother. This information may be freely disseminated,in whole or in part, provided there is no charge for the information, andthat this notice is included. This material may be used with the conditionthat all rights, including copyrights of translated material, remain withthe original copyright holder. Further information from the Group may befound at:

Thanks for helping to spread the Light!

Greetings from Home
You have created Home this day. You are now connecting to each and everyone of you. You are beginning to see things you have not seen before. It is a new time. It is a new age. The energy of love now connects each and everyone of you. You have created a miracle in the space that is now before you.
What we will offer you this day are only a few new games to play within that new miracle that you have created. We offer you some ideas of how you can activate it further and use it on a practical basis.

All the information that we have given over the years is nothing more than words on paper.
The truth of the matter is, none of it has any magic whatsoever until you use it in your life in a practical manner. What we offer you this day is a view of how to use the Web of Love and the connections that you have made for practical magic. These are practical applications of how you use this new connection.Much of our focus from this day forward will be speaking to a higher form of humanity. You will notice it, as have we. We will make adjustments to reach you on a higher level from this day forward because of your actions,your willingness, and your intention to set about your own connections ofyour hearts.

You are the new humanity. You are the chosen ones, for you have chosen to be here at exactly this moment in time. You are the ones who did everything you could to make sure that you came at exactly this moment so that you could be here to help the miracle happen. And here you are. The miracle is unfolding now.Practical Magic

So the practical magic that we will show you this day has to do with strengthening that energy that forms the Web of Love, for it has begun. But like any creation, any great painting, any music that you play or books that you write, if the creation loses the connection to other people, at that point it dissipates and fades away. It goes into the annals of time as"the big flash that was not."

Although we make very few predictions, wepredict that this new connection will grow and not fade. Now it is up to each and every one of you to use it in some practical way, for that is the only way to ground this new energy on planet Earth. By the very nature ofthe Web of Love, using this new energy in your lives will ensure that the connection is strengthened. Thus, we will share with you some of the opportunities to utilize that energy on a practical basis. This will begin a new series of messages we will call The Practical Magic Series .The Distribution of Water-EnergyIn order to see this from a different perspective, let us take you back to a time when many of your communities on Earth were beginning.

There were times when you would gather in high-energy spots. These were the early settlers of planet Earth, being drawn to these energy hot spots. In fact,by doing this they determined the location of most of the big cities that exist even today. Many people would come together living in the same area, sometimes because the hunting was good or the terrain was providing security or shielding you from the elements. You inhabited caves in some locations, and in others you formed small cities simply on the flat land.All of these settlements began because they were energy hot spots that connected people together. In fact, they were the first origins of what you know today to be the Web of Love.Still, there has always been a challenge when groups settle in this fashion.
The distribution of energy that you call "water" is critical for agroup of people to bond and grow. It is necessary for water to circulate evenly throughout the entire community. If that was achieved, then the foundation was in place for a city to grow. The same is true with the Web of Love, although it is a different type of energy. Water is a base energy that must circulate for humans to flourish. We will show this in comparison to what you have done this day.

The Web of Love is an aqueduct that will allow the water to circulate.Man no longer searches for a central location to gain strength in numbers.It is now about finding ways to connect wherever you are. That is the advancement that you have accomplished in your evolutionary cycle to place you here at this time. That is what is happening. So as you do this, it all becomes magic. It all becomes "practical magic."You learned something in the early days of humanity in your early existence as infinite beings in finite form, for you ended up doing some very magical things.

One of the things you learned to do with water was to create a reservoir to ensure constant supply to all. Here you created great reservoirs to collect the water for the community so that it could be distributed equally to all of you. This helped your cities grow. This helped the foundation of communities, connecting hearts together on a verypractical level, to grow to the next level and to evolve into human form.The Lemurian Ascension
Now we ask you to consider applying this same concept to the Web of Love.In reality it is a concept that has been used since the days of Lemuria.Lemuria was an advanced civilization. It was so far advanced that theLemurians did not need many of the things that you believe you need even today. Many of you are here from the days of Lemuria and from Atlantis.Many of you have concepts about what that was like and remembrances of why you are here and what you are here doing.

We wish to correct some of the concepts because it is widely written that Lemuria sank into the ocean. We tell you that did not happen in quite that fashion, for the souls ofLemuria were so far advanced in understanding that they became childlike.When humans become so advanced that they become childlike, the Earth becomes a very difficult place to inhabit. The continent of Lemuria did not sink. Instead, Lemuria ascended into a higher state of vibration. Even today Lemuria exists in the same physical location as it has always been.It is simply in a higher vibrational state that places it into an altered dimension of time and space that will support the advanced beings ofLemuria. It was done so by intent of all, by the connection of each one,for it was understood that all of humanity at that point was reaching alevel where it was possible to move to the next vibrational state.

Those of you who were there in those magical days of Lemuria decided to go ahead and hold the door open. You went ahead and created the space, but what you did not understand was that the Universal Energy will never support segregation. Even though you did so from the heart, it was a segregation that was set into motion that eventually led to the sinking ofAtlantis.In those days, there were some magical things that you used, as advanced souls working from the heart energy. We will share these tools with you over time, for you are now ready to listen. You are now ready to put these tools back into practical use. Secret of the Lemurian Energy Reservoir One of these tools we will share with you this day. It is now possible,since you have activated the Web of Love. It is the Lemurian EnergyReservoir.

It has been in use for a very long time. Much the way that you have found ways to collect and distribute the energy of water in your cities, you will now use that same concept to collect and distribute life force energy.We think it is very interesting that the Keeper and the Keeper's keeper now are living in Las Vegas, where there is a five-year drought in progress.The residents here are being motivated to find ways to distribute the watermore efficiently. It is that distribution that will determine the future growth of this area. And as you move into this, you now have the same choices with the Web of Love. Creating and re-creating the Lemurian Reservoir of Energy is now available to each and every one of you because of the Web of Love.

That connection-that heart energy that allows each and every one of you to connect to the other hearts-is now strengthened 177 times over what it was just a few hours ago.With that increase, allowing the energy to move through you without being overwhelming is your next task at hand. That is the energy that you are to incorporate as you move forward, for it is the practical use of this energy that will determine its relevance in your own evolutionary cycle and your place in universal history.

We tell you this: the Lemurians, those who ascended, are with you this day. They are watching every move you make, for you now have the opportunity to take that energy-that love, that heart connection-and put it into practical use in your daily life. This was their intent in the beginning. Perhaps you can now see the magnitude of the cycle that is completing this day. All eyes are upon you.For those of you who have incarnated lifetime after lifetime in order to bring that Lemurian energy back, what we will say next will be somethingthat you already know deep within your being. There is a place of storage that exists and crosses into all dimensions of reality. This is theLemurian Energy Reservoir. Like any reservoir, the more energy that you place into this storage facility, the more there is for all. Increasing the distribution capabilities of this energy leads to faster advancement of the whole. This one factor will help the collective vibration of humanity risemore than you may know.Energy Knows No Lack

Please know that lack is only an illusion of duality. Energy is the expression of abundance; therefore, it is not possible to have a lack of energy. It is only possible to have a restriction of the distribution of energy. So now we ask you to consider strengthening your distribution of the Web of Love energy. Use those hearts to connect with everyone else on that Web of Love. Know that there is a special place called the LemurianEnergy Reservoir and your job, if you so choose, is to add to that reservoir.
Take time every day, when you feel good, when you feel energetic, when you feel the love pulsing through you, and send energy toward that reservoir.You will find the true meaning of "energy knows no lack," for even as you give energy, you will find yourself filling at the same time. In those times when you are feeling the love energy from whatever source, forwhatever reason, take just a moment and store a piece of that beautiful energy intentionally.

No, you do not have to do three hours of meditationto get there. You can simply close your eyes and make it so. You are magical beyond belief!Being human, there may come the days when you are tired and do not feel like adding to the reservoir. There may come the times when you are not feeling well, when you fall into reversed polarity and try the things thatyou have done successfully time and again and you just miss. Those are the days that we ask you to tap into that same reservoir, allowing yourself to fill from it completely. Know that it is not possible to deplete thereservoir, for energy knows no lack. It is the movement of energy that makes it grow stronger. Practice this, and soon you will find your energycan be re-set in a heartbeat. Your energy can change, and you have new capabilities of working with your energetic structure inside a physical bubble of biology that you have not had before. That is practical magic,and it is available for you on levels that you have never seen before because of the miracle you have set into motion this day.

Humans Have a Problem with Reality
Humans have a problem with reality. You think it is real. It is not. You are not separate from each other. You are part of each other. The veil of forgetfulness that you wear allows you to play the Game in a human bubble of biology. It is what keeps you from seeing that you all share a stream of consciousness which connects all of you as a whole. That stream is now more accessible because of your intent in activating the Web of Love.Understanding the concept of the Lemurian Energy Reservoir will allow you to put it into practical use on a daily basis. As in all things, there are no rules as to how to access the LemurianEnergy Reservoir. We do not tell you: take three steps forward, touch one knee to the floor, move to your right, turn the doorknob, and walk in, forthat is not the way to get there. You have to determine the path foryourself. That is the second wave of empowerment. What works for you? Your intent, your practical application of these useful tools will dependentirely on your own choosing. Play with it. Dare to make mistakes as the children of Lemuria would. Make lots of good mistakes, and find what worksfor you.

Just knowing the concept of the Lemurian Energy Reservoir-that there is a place in the midst of the entire Web of Love where you can store energy for your own personal use and to share with other people over the world-is your first step toward being a Human Angel. That is the step in your own evolutionary process, which allows you to put something out there for everyone else. In so doing, you feed yourself beyond your understanding.That is what makes you shine. That is what makes you glow. That is what makes you Lightworkers. Scripting the Grand Plan

It is in motion this day. We are so very excited at your movement. We are so very thrilled and so very proud of you. You have no idea, for you thinkyou are sitting somewhere in a small group of people or in a room alone.You are not. All eyes of the Universe are upon you as you connect your hearts together. Your intent to do so has elevated you. Know that there is no grand plan in place but you have dipped the quill in the ink and you hold it over the parchment, and we cannot wait to see what you write. Your game is in overtime. Now there is no limit as to what you can do, for you are moving from one step of becoming the humans to becoming the HumanAngels. It will not be long after that you move into the angelic realm, andyou will become the angels to the second planet of free choice. That is what is happening. You are in training, and we cannot wait to see the frustrations that you will experience that we experience now.
And when you hear that enigmatic laughter over your shoulder, know that it is we, for we will be there with the greatest of love.Do You Believe? We have offered you the practical magic of the Lemurian Energy Reservoir.It is up to you, as all things are. It is simply one of the tools that you may use that we consider to be practical magic.

We will use those words a lot in the days ahead, for recently we asked you, "Do you believe?" And then we asked you, "Do you believe in magic?" And then we asked you the important question, "Do you believe in the magic in you?" And you all shook your heads "Yes." You have set the stage for the practical magic that now lies ahead. Our highest intent is to be here as the angels, spreading our wings so that we may reflect your magnificence.It is with the greatest of honor that we have joined you this day andwatched the miracle that you created. You have done something beyond the understanding of your own level of vibration. All eyes in all levels of vibration have watched what you have done this day. Be proud. Stand proudly in the love of Home. Stand in your own truth. Hold the energy of who you are, and share it openly, lovingly, with all who will take it.

Set that energy on the Web of Love, and when you have more than your heart can hold, send it to the Lemurian Energy Reservoir and know that it will be safe there and well-distributed.It is with the greatest love that we ask you to treat each other with respect, re-member the E-factor, and nurture one another at everyopportunity.
Keep in mind that it is a game you are playing and you are supposed to be having fun.
Play well together.
Espavo.the Group
Part 1 of 2

Sunday, October 31, 2004

Received through Automatic Writing

Extracted from my book "Down To Earth" (the way it is)
& available free from the new web site (( ))

........................ LIFELINE TO A FRIEND ............................

I was strolling through a field when I saw him standing there.
He stood before a painting of the man from Galilee,
As if to reach in silence for some distant clarity.
Quite lost in thought he trembled as his face set with a frown.
The painted man gazed back with love, though blood flowed from his crown.

This strange affair drew me closer for I saw the man had something on his back!
He faltered with the weight – an evil black monstrosity,
Its claws gripped tight his shoulders in obscene profanity.
The man stood bent and silent, hypnotised to search his past.
I marvelled at the length of time he’d let such torture last.

I could contain myself no longer and called across to him.
He jumped with fright and shaking, turned to meet my puzzled face,
I said “How long has that monstrosity been clinging in that place?”
I pointed and he turned to look, to see if it was there
Then screamed in pain, “Each time I look it pulls hard on my hair.”

Well! You can imagine, my attention was caught and I had to know more.
His distress was quite apparent and I sought to comfort him,
I asked him if his creature was his payment for a sin.
Through tears he said, “ I know not how it grew so gross and black;
I felt it as a child, quite small, unnoticed on my back.”

Clearly his memory was sharpening. He moaned, but I urged him to continue.
“It was only as an aged man when I realised its size.
I tried hard to conceal it using barricades of lies.
The more I tried to shake it, the more it held on tight,
And the lies I dreamt for others, plagued me each and every night.”

Remorse and sadness true; but seeing light around the corner, I tried to interrupt.
I said, “ It’s time to realise, you get a second chance.
Just give the man from Galilee a thoughtful second glance.”
His weary eyes were glinting as he saw how light was there,
While his monster slowly lifted and diffused into the air.

I decided it was time to leave him, standing muttering to himself.
I knew his heart was heavy, but he stood up tall and straight, saying,
“I must turn back to my family, to mend the hurt and hate.”
I glanced back at the painting of a man for souls to seek,
As a perfect golden teardrop, trickled slowly down his cheek.

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Friday, October 22, 2004

From: "judith an*"

GENESIS..The Children of Thoth by Eugene E. Whitworth

He who does not see a Perfect God frimly enfolded in the blackest sod
goes from life to useless death.

Even that which does not seem to be God, then,is his true essence and had ever been wedded to him as is the Soul of Breath.

God. Supreme, Holy and Magnificent stands in human heart and in firmament, small as nothing, large as the Universe.

As water into water pouring stays the same, all things to be enduring must meet and mingle in this Universe.

The mortal lives not by flowing breath but by principles higher than even death,which undergrid mortality and sing....

That living fire, which in the world turns like unto each of the things it burns is God, different in each mortal thing


Thursday, October 21, 2004

Canal Trip......

I used to walk the Canals when I was a kid.
There are a lot of them in the Midlands of England in what's called the Black Country – taken I believe from when the whole area supported coal mining.
Anyway, more often than not, a gang of us kids would take the whole day off and mess around on the Canals.

A lot of the canals were disused with rotting barges and plenty of junk laying around to throw into the water. In some places however, a long way out, it was really beautiful and clean.
There was a beauty to it all! Even the old bits, because you could feel the history of the place reaching out to you.
I sometimes went solo, walking miles along the Canal banks to find favourite spots.

A while ago I found myself trying to retrace the ghostly footsteps of my childhood as I tiptoed along the towpath under the bridge once again.
The water was still dripping from the roof and there were even more calcite snots hanging from the brickwork, with little drops of water plopping from them down to the canal surface every few seconds.

The day was late and the rippled splashes from each drop marked better where each came from in the half-light. I remembered up ahead when the path opened out again there was a set of disused lock gates. I had loved to sit there and rest beside where the escaping water pushed through cracks in the timbers.
I saw as I walked on, there was a young guy sitting there on ‘my’ seat. The very seat I had sat so many times. I cursed to myself because I'd looked forward to claiming it back again.
Then I thought, ”Well maybe if I stop as usual, he'll move on when he sees me.”
However as I drew closer to him I felt a familiar rush of Spirit, like a sudden wind or static discharge rushing over my skin..

It put me on immediate red-alert because I recognized when that happened it was because my Minder was alerting me to something important.
So, I now took a closer interest in the guy up ahead, to try and work out what was meant to be?
He sat there in a slouch with his hands stuffed in the pockets of his long jacket. He wore all black. Very noticeable! I walked over, nearby and said, “Aw'right then!” He just grumphed without even looking up, and I got out my baccy tin to roll a cigarette.

I was still feeling the rush, and my senses were telling me a story. I felt this young guy was so bloody miserable. I looked at him out of my side gaze and he looked grim. I reckoned he’d even been weeping.
He just stared blankly ahead at the line of weeds in front of him. The feeling coming back from him was overwhelming. It sure matched his clothes. Black jacket, T- shirt and long flared black jeans, and he looked like he had used`eyeliner!’ “Bloody hell,” I thought.. “we got a right one here.. his brain is out of it.”

Then I checked myself because I'd got signals, so, this was a `meant to happen' meeting and I was going to make the best of it. I reached deeper and found the thought in my head, "sh-t! he's got pills in his pocket. He’s going for an overdose with them."

I just switched to automatic then and tried for conversation a second time.
Sh-t or bust ! that's me ! so without much decision I said to him, "How old are you?"
He got up to move, and spit back in a sullen voice, "23…what the fcuk's it to you?" He was already reaching around the lock-gate arm to move on and I stopped him in his tracks with, " I got something you want real bad." "What?" he growled.

He probably thought I was offering some pills or weed or something, and he sure got a proper shock when I said, "I can give you your life."
He spit back, "What - you some kind of weirdo or something?"

"No," I said, but I know you got a pocket full of pills you're gonna take." He went white. …… "Who sent you," he asked." (I knew I had his full attention then, and the conversation continued)…"Not who You think."
"Who then?"

"It doesn't matter right now; only that you are here right now,….and so am I."
"Let me ask you a real important question. Even though you been through a lot of sh-t, do you think there is some point to the World and how everything works; ...y'know… and theUniverse and all that?"

He eased back against the lock-gate arm facing away from me.
"Go on," I pushed…. I'm dead serious!…Even though you're trying to deal with all your stuff, do you think there's gotta be some kind of reason why it all exists?"
"What d'you think?"

He looked down to the ground and drew out a long "Yeeaahh, suppose so," and then in a quieter voice… "No bleedin' good to me though."

I said, "Why? …..
..The pills you got in your hand right now stopped your brain from working?"
He drew his hand from his pocket sharply and gripped the wooden lock beam behind him.
I could see my conversation was really winding him up.

He twisted to half face me. I could see his eyes were filling.
He spit it out, " There's no sodding sense in it I can see; ...all just crowding in, suffocating me... nobody gives a sh-t what I think."

"I do," I said! And I threw my next reply into his face. …

"If you think there's some purpose to it all, ….even if you can't see it…. do you suppose for one second, that you were put on this earth for 23 years just so when you reached 23 you could throw the towel in !!" "Come On !! ... give us a freaking break !! That idea would be just plain bloody stupid."

Now he was real angry and that was great!
He was now standing and faced me across the beam…
"OK smart-arse.. YOU tell ME how you get out of it when there aint no way out?"

I don't know what he expected me to reply, but he went straight back into himself when I said,
"That's easy to answer…. just Make the Choice." and I continued…"You haven't seen the way out, because you haven't been looking in the right place…. and that's because you spent too much time contemplating your own miserable little world ...instead of seeing the chances around you ....and getting lost in a few of them instead! You are just so fcuking selfish to yourself… Don't you think you are worth better? I do, and that's why I was arranged to be here…

It's about bleeding time you stepped out of your own shadow. People that are martyrs to themselves end up p-ss-ng themselves off and everybody else around them. It all just feeds on itself.
You heard the expression… Get a life. … Well its about time you did!
Start looking in the right places for where you've hid it up till now.

For a split second he tensed and I thought he was going to go for me; but he grabbed down into his pocket, took out a couple of bottles of pills and threw them over the top of me in defiance.
They splashed into the canal as he turned on his heels saying "Fcuk you," and stamped away up the towpath.

It was several weeks later and I was coming out of the newsagent shop in the High Street.
I was looking down at the newspaper headline and was about to turn left out of the doorway when I felta strong hand grab me tight for a second on my arm. I looked up in defense and it was him! He was dressed smart in a tie and suit.

He was on his way into the shop himself.
He just looked hard into my eyes for a couple of seconds and said, "Thanks mate."

He squeezed my arm again, and walked on into the shop.
I walked away smiling.


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Wednesday, October 13, 2004


Im not sure how many of the visitors here took the opportunity to join the Group web site to read my book " Down To Earth" (the way it is)

To recap briefly; I have had a lifetime filled with the Supernormal, involving Out of Body Experiences, Clairvoyance, Precognition, Automatic Writing, Visitations, and many other things.
My journey through this life has been a test to unwravel the understanding of it all.
I have always been aware of another level of human reality beyond the physical.

More than 20 years ago I had a particularly profound Supernormal experience which awakened an ancient memory within me. This gave me back a complete understanding of how the whole process works for us and everything, across the illusionary barrier between the physical world and a higher reality.
I was reminded of exactly how the process works from a gross material level to a quantum level and beyond.

The whole story and the Understandings I gained from it are laid out in the book for all to freely inspect.
I created a Group sister-site for all-comers to discuss the issues raised.
Both sites are still active and have served their purpose. However since then I have had help to create a proper Website for all this information to be presented in a more user friendly way.

The Website is still under development, but can be opened already for all to visit.
The end point of the book was really the beginning of the story, which now involves the real-life search for the Ark of the Covenant and much greater activities at the Great Pyramid later.

A whole host of other subjects are intrinsically linked to this unfoldng story.
These will be opened on the developing forum and links page for study and discussion, but will cover areas involving, Higher Dimensions and interaction, Astronomy, Earth and Cosmic Changes, Forthcoming Earth Probabilities, Atlantean Antiquities, Crystalline & Scalar Power, Monatomic Gold, Sacred Geometry, and so much more that it would fill the page with titles.

All readers here are most welcomed to visit and 'favourite-mark' the new Web site address.

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Saturday, October 09, 2004

It's all a Question of Time !

Time is measurement of the interval between two or more points.

The condition of time is a preset necessary only to us homo sapiens, helping us to judge our interaction with the limited world we perceive around us.Today/tomorrow....This week/next week!

Next week is a point of Probability and is wholly flexible.Its outcome depends upon the Actuality of yesterday and beyond.We have the free will to shape it. Today, is a moving point, and is thus an illusion of time. But even these perameters are borne by a material world where we hold our consciousness to the straight jacket of mortality.We constrain ourselves with the finite illusion of birth and death.

If we could grasp the greater viewing point of a vast cyclical cosmos where we too play a minute role, we would break free of the measurement of time and begin to judge the 'transient' nature of all things. Our role is minute but never ending. When we pass beyond the illusion of death it comes as a shock to most to be reminded that we are an integral part of a continuum.

I said earlier that we have the free will to shape the Actuality of all Probability before us; and this must be understood beyond the constraint of birth and death. Free-will takes the form of Thought, for thought is the motivation for movement, or vibration, and shapes all Probability.

So what is Thought?

Thought is the condition whereby Potential is Realised.We can induce this. There is great power in the process. More than any Presence could possibly realise while bound by the viewing point of mortality.The words say "In the beginning there was eternal thought."In the beginning there was Potential. In the beginning nothing existed; ...but all things existed in Virtuality. Both states were one. In one lay the other. In the other lay the one. But then from the Potential a new cycle of Probability opened where, from Potential, movement occurred.This motivation to movement was as 'thought.'

From Potential through eternal thought, Virtuality passed through the Actuality of decending vibration to create the Cosmos of matter we know a tiny part of. The Motivation of Movement eventually evolved sentient beings who themselves were capable of producing Motivation.

The words say, "Know ye that even though in the time ye are separate, yet still are ONE, -in all times existent."

So it is that we, as children of the 'whole,' ......having the individual Will to produce from Potential..........

(A) Cause/which is thought.... (B) Resulting in Effect/which is Actuality.... (C) Resulting in Consequence/which is rebirth to Potential.

Nevertheless, for all of us, we exist within the whole as the whole exists within us. And as the cycles of Probability opened with infinite Probability for all matter, so it was that the interval of movement could be measured.Between two or more points the interval of time depended upon a fixed state. But what impression of time could be exact where all points are transient.In this we can find understanding of the illusion of 'time.' Of what use is time, where all things are eternal. Yet the eternal itself implies a measure.The answer is that there is no answer, nor any need of one. Eternal indicates in truth, a cycle.

Our illusionary concepts of time, are a necessity of our self-imposed state.We can choose if we wish... as Thoth says elsewhere in the Emerald Tablets; to follow the curves of the cycles and break free from the constraints of our version of time.Then even though bound to a physical body, we would be capable of travelling to all parts of the whole, faster than the blink of an eye.We would be capable of becoming one 'with' the whole again. Herin lies too, the secret of initiation at the Great pyramid of Egypt! It time; beyond time, we will all eventually understand 'again.'



Thursday, September 23, 2004

I first received this in a mail shot a long time ago. I am so glad it is still doing the rounds, and I am greatful to have received it yet again recently. Blessings to all those who keep it alive and pass it on.
Amid the distractions of our mundane world, we need to remind ourselves often, of the things that really matter in life.

A Test of Heart.

As she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard.

Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he Did not play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. In addition, Teddy could be unpleasant.

It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers.

At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise.

Teddy's first grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is a bright child with a ready laugh. He does his work neatly and has good manners... he is a joy to be around.."

His second grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is an excellent student, well liked by his classmates, but he is troubled because his mother has a terminal illness and life at home must be a struggle."

His third grade teacher wrote, "His mother's death has been hard on him. He tries to do his best, but his father doesn't show much interest and his home life will soon affect him if some steps aren't taken."

Teddy's fourth grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is withdrawn and doesn't Show much interest in school. He doesn't have many friends and he sometimes sleeps in class."

By now, Mrs. Thompson realized the problem and she was ashamed of herself. She felt even worse when her students brought her Christmas presents, wrapped in beautiful ribbons and bright paper, except for Teddy's. His present was clumsily wrapped in the heavy, brown paper That he got from a grocery bag Mrs. Thompson took pains to open it in the middle of the other presents. Some of the children started to laugh when she found a rhinestone bracelet with some of the stones missing, and a bottle that was one-quarter full of perfume.. But she stifled the children's laughter when she exclaimed how pretty the bracelet was, putting it on, and dabbing some of the perfume on her wrist. Teddy Stoddard stayed after school that day just long enough to say, "Mrs Thompson, today you smelled just like my Mom used to." After the children left, she cried for at least an hour.

On that very day, she quit teaching reading, writing and arithmetic. Instead, she began to teach children. Mrs. Thompson paid particular attention to Teddy. As she worked with him, his mind seemed to come alive. The more she encouraged him, the faster he responded. By the end of the year, Teddy had become one of the smartest children in the class and, despite her lie that she would love all the children the same, Teddy became one of her "teacher's pets."

A year later, she found a note under her door, from Teddy, telling* her that she was still the best teacher he ever had in his whole life.

Six years went by before she got another note from Teddy. He then wrote that he had finished high school, third in his class, and she was still the best teacher he ever had in life.

Four years after that, she got another letter, saying that while things had been tough at times, he'd stayed in school, had stuck with it, and would soon graduate from college with the highest of honors. He assured Mrs. Thompson that she was still the best and favorite teacher he had ever had in his whole life.

Then four more years passed and yet another letter came. This time he explained that after he got his bachelor's degree, he decided to go a little further. The letter explained that she was still the best and favorite teacher he ever had. But now his name was a little longer.... The letter was signed, Theodore F. Stoddard, MD.

The story does not end there. You see, there was yet another letter that spring. Teddy said he had met this girl and was going to be married. He explained that his father had died a couple of years ago and he was wondering if Mrs. Thompson might agree to sit at the wedding in the place that was usually reserved for the mother of the groom.

Of course, Mrs. Thompson did. And guess what? She wore that bracelet, the one with several rhinestones missing. Moreover, she made sure she was wearing the perfume that Teddy remembered his mother wearing on their last Christmas together.

They hugged each other, and Dr. Stoddard whispered in Mrs. Thompson's ear,
"Thank you Mrs. Thompson for* believing in me. Thank you so much for making me feel important and showing me that I could make a difference."

Mrs. Thompson, with tears in her eyes, whispered back. She said, "Teddy, you have it all wrong. You were the one who taught me that I could make a difference. I didn't know how to teach until I met you."

For those of you that don't know, Teddy Stoddard is the Dr. at Iowa Methodist in Des Moines that has the Stoddard Cancer Wing there.

Warm someone's heart today. . . pass this along. I love this story so very much, I cry every time I read it. Just try to make a difference in someone's life today? tomorrow? just "do it". Random acts of kindness, I think they call it? "Just believe in Angels, then return the favor"


Saturday, September 18, 2004


The hour strikes in the evolution of every planet and its humanity when they must express the full peace, harmony, Perfection and the Divine Plan of the system to which they belong.

When that hour strikes, humanity either moves forward and fulfills that plan, or whatever portion will not come into alignment with the new Activity removes itself to another school room of the Universe, until those personalities learn obedience to life. . .

"Human beings are the only creator of 'hell'. They can accept and obey the Law of Life and enjoy every good thing of the 'Kingdom' or they can disobey and be broken as a reed before the storm, by their own self-generated discord.

Each individual carries his own heaven or hell with him every moment, for these are but the results of mental and emotional states which the individual has created, because of his own attitude. There is no other cause for them.

"Over the humanly generated chaos of the past, there are being poured out by the Ascended Masters and Great Cosmic Messengers, great streams of Love and harmony upon which peace depends.

Mankind, having so long pulled against the Great Cosmic Current of Love which ever seeks to bless, is now being compelled to turn around and seek the Light in order to survive in the midst of its own destructive emanations of the past.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Influencuing the Will

The following excerpt is taken from the site link - directly following.
I have rarely come across such wisdom and sense put so succinctly in an article to describe the battle we face with negative forces; either consciously or sub-consciously. The whole article with its numerous follow-on links are a must for anyone who wishes to genuinely understand themselves and make progress Spiritually.



The awareness that higher negative forces have, which exceed your level of awareness, is used only to create ever more sophisticated technologies and tricks to circumvent your freewill which they cannot directly violate except through backdoor methods and the abuse of what permission you have given them.

One such permission is in the form of a contract with physicality you hold while existing in a physical body. Their abuse of this contract can be seen in their extreme reliance upon technology to try and manipulate you.

If you attempt to manifest something through the help of negative higher forces, two factors must be taken into consideration. First, they will not help you unless your desire is of a negative orientation, such as lust for power, financial elitism, or sexual prowess.

Second, these will be given to you if you pay the maximum price, which is the circumvention of your life path, the lowering of your soul frequency, a stunting of spiritual evolution, and a commission of your soul energy paid to these higher forces. You lose freedom, freewill, responsibility and creativity in exchange for illusory power, money or sex. This Faustian deal is no bargain, but a metaphysical scam.


Excerpted from...

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There is a second Group site link where anyone can discuss, question, or raise any issue connected with this Blog or the Book content.
I have 'Happy Tree' (Dave) to thank for the link above. The whole thing plus its links, is extensive and I am devouring it with interest.

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Saturday, August 14, 2004

Reference: The Giza Plateau et al.

Wonders will never b. cease!! I suppose they had to publically announce this project because it will be too big for them to carry out covertly this time!!
So much; waiting below the sand as predicted...but still there is the huge Berlin Wall being built around the plateau. I expect it will be ready in time to keep the irritating onlookers of the world at bay.

Apologies for the cynicism, but I've learned too much that proves the difference between the sanitised information being fed to the world from Giza, and the whole truth from covert archeology carried out there for years. The truth will 'out' despite self interest at the highest level!

Article taken from ::

August 07, 2004
Robot made in Singapore to reveal secrets of pyramids

The Supreme Council of Antiquities SCA Secretary-General Dr. Zahi Hawwas said the secrets of the pyramids will be revealed next year, noting that the council agreed with a Singaporean University to manufacture a robot for revealing what are behind the secret doors inside the pyramid, especially the second and the third ones.

He added that work is underway in the radar project that will be used in revealing what is inside the ground between the second Pyramid and the Sphinx.

This came during the meeting that was held at the Nursery College, Alexandria University in which Dr. Hawwas stressed that the SCA is preparing for a giant project to uncover the sunken the monuments along the River Nile in collaboration with a US company.


We shall see ?? maybe.

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Friday, August 13, 2004

Taken from...

Two old men had lived together for many years and they had never fought with one another.
The first said to the other, "Let us also have a fight like other men."
The other replied, " I do not know how to fight."
The first said to him,"Look, I will put a brick between us and I will say: it is mine; and you will reply: no, it is mine; and so the fight will begin."

So they put a brick between them and the first said, "No, it is mine", and the other said, "No, it is mine." And the first replied, "If it is yours, take it and go." So they gave it up without being able to find a cause for an argument.



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Thursday, July 08, 2004

Pathway to Spirit

Ignorance challenged by Change, creates Unrest
Unrest seeks Rebalance, through Familiarity
Familiarity demands Understanding
Understanding begs Questions
Questions bring Answers
Answers lead to Realization
Realization generates Awareness
Awareness kindles Faith
Faith seeks Corroboration
Corroboration requires Development
Development follows Experience
Experience provides Conviction
Conviction needs Strength
Strength builds through Introspection
Introspection raises Scars
Scars are the food of Compassion
Compassion is the banner of Humility
Humility is the heart of Love
Love is the Soul of Spirit

Let Conviction be the Faith.
Let it arrive through Tested experience.
Embrace the Pain of the pathway, and in its depth find the Love of Connection

Challenge the Conviction with every thought, for with every thwarted challenge, the Connection becomes stronger.

With every mistake, feel the unrelenting Love of Compassion from Spirit, as higher friends elsewhere see you stumble toward them
Every stumble, a stride toward Enlightenment

My Conviction; My Gnosis, stands supreme for one reason above all.
Since the moment my eyes became opened to the knowledge and detail of the process,
I knew that not a single aspect of it is exclusive to anyone, nor any thing.
It is truly Omnipotent

Blessings to all.

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Thursday, July 01, 2004

I have my own understanding of the mechanics and working of Karma. Some time ago however, I read the following excellent post, which gives a slightly different viewing point.

An article by Roshen Delal
This article was written for India in the context of common
approaches to Karma here

Karma - A Different Perspective

What is karma? The popular concept seems to be of a divine accounting system which in practice has positive and negative points.
The positive aspect is that it often leads to ethical behaviour, through fear of future retribution for a `wrong' act,while a negative aspect is that it can lead to coldness or indifference to the sufferings of others.
Thus someone with a serious disease, will, instead of receiving compassion from family and friends, be made to feel guilty somewhere in the past. She must have done something wrong.

A person who is leading a seemingly blameless life, but is faced with some disaster, will correspondingly be told: "It's because of something you did in your past life;you may not remember it".

This theory of karma seems difficult to prove, but is reiterated by several gurus and religious leaders and believed by most people in this country. Sri Aurobindo, however, is one person who provided a different interpretation of karma.

While he does not deny its existence, he rejects the popular understanding of it.
In `The Life Divine' he says, "The inexorable rule of a tooth for a tooth is a frequent principle of the karmic law....It is also to be noted that in this system there is a double punishment and a double reward for sin and virtue; for the sinner is first tortured in hell and afterwards afflicted for the same sins in another life here and the righteous or puritan is rewarded with celestial joys and afterwards again pampered for the same virtues and good deeds in a terrestrial existence.

These are very summary popular notions and offer no foothold to the philosophical reason and no answer to a search for the true significance of life."He goes on to say:"If we see the righteous man suffering here, it is difficult to believe that this paragon of virtue was in the last life a scoundrel and is paying even after his exemplary conversion in a new birth, for sins he then committed; nor, if the wicked triumphs, can we easily suppose that he was in his last life a saint who has suddenly taken a wrong turn but continues to receive a cash-return for his previous virtue".

What then does the law of karma imply, as Sri Aurobindo puts it, at a cosmic level? It is not possible to provide a full picture of his ideas in a brief summary, but he dwells on the nature of cosmic energy, which cannot be reduced to a simple principle of reward and punishment.

To understand something of cosmic energy, one needs to understand the purpose of life, and life, acording to him, is a process of growth towards cosmic being. Karma is a result of the energy of being and has many aspects which cannot be limited to the duality of ethical good and evil, nor translated into good or bad fortune in the world, in terms of riches, power, health or anything else.

Cosmic energy,incorporating all the complexities of one's inner and outer life, takes one in a particular direction, depending on one's inclinations and stage of evolution, and this results in the individual's karma. Thus those who pursue ethics will be rewarded by an increase in virtue, those who pursue knowledge will grow in knowledge, those who pursue wealth will increase their wealth, and those who pursue spirituality may lose all they have in the world, if that is what will further their growth.

Growth requires experiences of different kinds, both pleasurable and painful, and Aurobindo says, "the soul may of itself accept or choose poverty, misfortune and suffering as helpful to its growth, stimulants of a rapid development, and reject riches and prosperity and success as dangerous and conducive to a relaxation of spiritual effort...

Cosmic existence is not a vast administrative system of universal justice with a cosmic law of recompense and retribution."
Instead it is a movement of the energy of nature, which provides, within the cycle of rebirth, whatever is needed for the next step in its evolution.

According to his interpretation, there are thus two levels at which karma can be viewed. Thus, for example, at one level, good or bad health may be the result of pursuing a healthy or unhealthy lifestyle
(not a reward or punishment for good or bad deeds).
At another level,it may be what one needs to grow or evolve in a certain way, and it is the interplay of these forces that lead to a particular karma. While even Sri Aurobindo's ideas may not provide a complete understanding of karma, they do provide guidelines on viewing karma differently, in a broader and less simplistic way, and are worth a more intensive study.

Biographical Note
Sri Aurobindo ( Aurobindo Ghose) was born in India, in 1872, but studied in England. Returning to India as a young man, he gradually got involved in the Freedom Movement against the British, who ruled India at this time. He had already begun certain yoga practices, and when in prison for his actions in the struggle for freedom (1908), he received a divine revelation. He left British India and entered the small territory of Pondicherry in south India, which was then under the French. Here he could not be pursued by British authorities, and giving up politics he founded an ashram.

He believed in the evolution of the human life and mind towards an ultimate spirituality and an increasing universality. The light and power of the spirit, also called by him, the `Supermind', presiding over human evolution could transform human consciousness and remould life on earth. He was joined in his ashram in 1920 by `The Mother', a Frenchwoman named Mirra Richard, who took over the running of the ashram. While the Mother ran the ashram, Aurobindo remained in seclusion, reading, studying ancient texts and writing.

His philosophical works include The Life Divine, Integral Yoga, the epic Savitri, a poem with 24,000 lines and several other works, as well as commentaries on all the major ancient texts.He questioned many traditional concepts of Indian philopsophy.He died in 1950.The Mother continued to run the ashram and later set up Auroville,an international city near the ashram.


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Sunday, May 23, 2004

Discussions of Sexuality

In an ageless time past, before the descent of mankind to material inhabitation, the hierachy of progression evolved through cycles that extended from collective consciousness to near the vibration of physical matter. Presence was "hermaphrodite."

In this distant time a 'will' had not yet developed to experience the lower levels and boundaries of the physical world.
The cycles began to unfold in the physical with the emergence of our lives in lands radiating from Mu, Lemuria and Atlantis.
But even at the start of this, the newcomers only gradually evolved to a separation of Gender.

As each evolving Presence took on the mantle of a physical form, it became necessary biologically for child forms to be created, enabling within the natural laws of physics - the route for more of humankind to continue with their chosen downward evolvement.
Separation of gender became defined.
Physical biology became defined.
The reproductive process became defined and attached to the pleasure centres of the physical form. If physical displeasure accompanied the process, then procreation (and the means to a progression cycle) - would not have been attractive. The cycle would have been broken.

As a race, our intellect developed long ago to the point where we could have turned science to the task of proving and reinforcing our complete understanding of where we evolved from and how the whole process works. We chose instead to worship and 'ground' ourselves in the physical.

In the distant time of Mu, our ancestors, seeded originally from other systems in our Universe, were able to exist and function in a state which to us now would appear as varying between solid and ghostly form.
In other words, they were able to interact with their surroundings of reality from the denser vibration of physical matter, to the more radiant vibration of the lower levels beyond.

The cycles of progression however cannot be denied despite our "Service to Self" choice. A submerged cork released in water will always rise to its proper level.
We as Entities also have a natural level, which is NOT the physical world. We have forgotten this clear fact.
However the cycles of process, at the most lowly level and on a grand Cosmic level inexorably tick away to the time when confrontation is forced for the shift in balance to take place again.

By now, if we had made the higher choice years ago, we would have climbed back to the position of our Muon ancestors already, and be enjoying a more balanced, and closer to utopian environment than we can possible imagine in our present sorry state.
Our descent has almost reached the end-game, where our lowest examples of descended Presence, provide ready vibrationary hot-spots of 'Matter' ....for recycling incoming darker and darker bretheren.

All have heard of the promised 2012 doomsday scenarios.. Well it is not going to be doomsday, in our terms.
It will be a very short period in time measure, when cosmic scales will tip to cause an almost overnight flip of energies throughout our Solar System.

For many of us who occupy physical form on this planet it will mean a forced departure to take up a natural higher level of frequency, where the counterpart to our physical planet, (occupying the same space) ...and who's environment reflects those who are of ready vibration, to make a permanant shift to a higher level. They will take up residence to seed the world they have been unconsciously developing for years... (with a little help from higher friends.)

Those remaining as seeming catastrophy survivors will find themselves in the same position as the survivors from when this transition took place last time around.
That was nearly 13.000years ago. The races around the world from Atlantian culture were also split in polarity. Their time came as it has for us, when natural cycles force the rebalancing through Cosmic confrontation.

We started this thread discussing 'sex!'
Well we could say that the division of sex as in gender, signalled the start of it all at this level.
Now the same is true, where the act of prolific sex has become synonymous with self-serving physical pleasure; thus reinforcing our attachment to physical vibration.

For two people of opposite Gender who have (both) evolved to freedom from the restraints of their accumulated conditioning... the physical sexual act can mean and lead to something much more wonderful.

For two such people, there would be common understanding of the whole processes of their energies and how they functioned within the physical form.
They would be fully aware too, of how the Presence evolves from, and back to, the higher realms of Spirit.
They would be able to experience during the physical sexual act, the merging of their energies, rising up through the chakras, to a separation of them both into conscious Radiant form.

In a 'mundane' sexual experience, the accumulated conditioning from 'Service to Self' gratification - produces a discharge of the 'negative' hot-spot of energy to 'Ground.'
When it is done, it is done!

When a highly enlightened couple share the act of union, their energies are seeded from higher ideals and understandings. Their flows of Chakral energy combine and rise through and beyond physical climax to breakout in Radiant merging.
This is wholly different to the physical experience. It is enduring.
It is a Union of contact with 'one.'
It is an act of Communion.
It is a step toward 'HOME'

It is as I Understand it to be.



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Sunday, May 09, 2004


I couldn't resist this quote from Trevor on another list during a Spirited reply.


"If life gives you oranges, make juice.
If life gives you sh-t, then you have a load of fertelizer to grow anew with!"


Friday, May 07, 2004



You can transcend all negativity when you realise the only power it has over you is your belief in it.
As you experience this truth about yourself you are set free.

quote: Eileen Caddy


Sunday, April 18, 2004

I always thought Peanuts spoke more wisely than his I know why after reading this.......

The following is the philosophy of Charles Schultz, the creator of
the "Peanuts" comic strip.

You don't have to actually answer the questions. Just read the
straight through, and you'll get the point.
1. Name the five wealthiest people in the world.
2. Name the last five Heisman trophy winners.
3. Name the last five winners of the Miss America contest.
4. Name ten people who have won the Nobel or Pulitzer Prize.
5. Name the last half dozen Academy Award winner for best actor and actress.
6. Name the last decade's worth of World Series winners.

How did you do?

The point is, none of us remember the headliners of yesterday.
These are no second-rate achievers. They are the best in their fields.
But the applause dies. Awards tarnish. Achievements are forgotten.
Accolades and certificates are buried with their owners.

Here's another quiz. See how you do on this one:
1. List a few teachers who aided your journey through school.
2. Name three friends who have helped you through a difficult time.
3. Name five people who have taught you something worthwhile.
4. Think of a few people who have made you feel appreciated and special.
5. Think of five people you enjoy spending time with.
6. Name half a dozen heroes whose stories have inspired you.

The lesson:

The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most
credentials, the most money, or the most awards.
They are the ones that care.

"Don't worry about the world coming to an end today.
It's already tomorrow in New Zealand"
(Charles Schultz)

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Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Those who have read my Book will know precisely how the Law of Reciprocal action works, and how the effect of Karma reaches from a personal level to Cosmic level.

Those who have taken the trouble will know that reliance does not, just rest upon some fantastic mathematical Mayan calendar, to indicate some kind of Planetary Nemesis on or around the year 2012.

Any modest research will prove to those not asleep, that events ‘from’ a personal level, through Environmental, National, Political, Planetary and Cosmic levels are giving clear signs of our approach to that Nemesis.

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Wednesday, March 31, 2004

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Saturday, March 27, 2004

Treatise of the Initiate
by R.G.

I set before the reader, my words of disclosure to the Understanding of a pathway, leading to oneness with the Source.
Who shall read these words from the surface with no gain.
Who shall read these words from inside, and open a route beyond the final barriers; hitherto serving their purpose to confound the seeker.

I write these words in the first person singular as fact, such as they have been given to me.
I hold no expectation for the reader to accept the same resonance; for it is within the individual to find that truth, each within themselves.

The Overview

All things exist as states of vibration or excitation.
Physical senses detect and interpret only the smallest part of all
that exists.

We are our own Descendants.

We co-exist with many other entities either within our own Ethonic domain, or in savage or glorious splendour in other lower domains across the Cosmos.
All forms are co existential and interconnected through all lower domains, for together we are all representatives of the grand higher domain of the Ethonosphere beyond our levels.

We are an intrinsic part of a grand plan of cycles. Wheels within wheels within wheels, each part following while creating - its own route.
This is the strategy of `Will' in the Cosmos.
We are the creators of one moment in a cycle, but our entire route is neither past, present nor future; it simply `is.'

The Godhead simply `Is'
The Godhead forms all that is and is not.
As the photons from natural magnetic substance are, `virtual' light particles, so in Universal scale, the Ethonosphere `Is' Virtuality itself.

From Harmony must come Opposition, and from Opposition must come
From Potential comes Will.
Though each part thereby separates to a cycle, no part is disconnected from another.

Together, all things are, the `Source.'

The collectiveness of `Will' was and is, the eternal manifestation of Consciousness.
Though no separation took/takes place, an evolvement continued/continues, to transform the new Potential into separation of `Presence.'

Though no separation took/takes place, an evolvement continued/continues, to transform the new Presence into separation of `Personality.'

Wheels within wheels within wheels.
But in this cycle, Personality has forgotten that we remain `one' with the Source.
Personality has forgotten that we can reclaim the Source within us.
Personality has forgotten that even as we exist in our cycle as a physical manifestation, we can yet be `One' with all things beyond the physical.
We `are' Motivation, and if we so choose, we can be `One' with all knowledge.
We can, if we so choose, be `one' with all those cycles of evolvement, which are now hidden from us, but with which we co-exist.

All things interact according to the laws of each cycle, but which are immutably connected.
Gnosis forms the pathway to understanding of these workings, which themselves are: The Tactics, of Cosmic interaction.

All things exist as states of vibration.
In order to be one with all states of vibration, the Initiate must begin with a grasp of these things.


The Application

Through eons of measure we find ourselves bound within the learning cycle of these physical bodies.
Through eons of measure our energies have separated out, from `One,' into male and female.
Through eons of measure our evolvement has been to ever denser cycles of energy, till we believe only in the reality `they' reflect.
But we are only temporary occupants of these material forms.
How so, therefore, shall we break from the restraints of our evolvement, to reclaim oneness with the Source, ……thereby oneness with all knowledge.

This shall be done through application of Will, to provide the motivation, whereby our Radiant self is freed from the constraint of its shell.

None though shall ignore the Laws of our cycle and interconnecting
Our descent has been very great, since the time of our ancestors who were able to openly interact with levels beyond.
Our descent has been too far for us now to act alone, and it was thus that our ancestors read the Probabilities for us, and made provision.
They saw how the interaction of cycles would force catastrophic confrontation in our very near future.
Even as those among their cycle chose to descend again, the enlightened ones prepared their storehouses of knowledge for those of us now who would need them to overtake the effects of our descending cycle as they did then.

One such storehouse is the Great Pyramid of Giza.
Built well, out of the knowledge of the higher cycles. Built well as a reflection of the gnosis originating at sublime levels. Containing within, the records of measure for the progress and culmination of our cycle.
Builded as a perfect mirror of a perfect model shaped of the mind and Will in higher spheres.
As above, as below, intrinsically linked by substance, form and vibration.
Its chambers and passways awaiting activation to build through harmonic resonance the crescendo of power needed to lift the Initiate from his mortal constraints to join with the Source again.

Then back again with the instruction prepared and waiting through eons for carriage to others who wait to be aroused from their slumber, in good time for the events to come.

Thereby also that the Radiant journey may be made to our sublime homeland in the system of the Pleiades, to signal our brethren of our breakout at last.

Thereby, that the passway may be revealed, running from top to great depths below the ground.. and on to the physical storehouse … so that its treasure of ages, may be taken from the hands of the descending ones and offered out to this world.


The Achievement

Above all things, breakout shall only occur when there is perfect harmonic concordance.
The energies of the Physical form must be raised such as is possible for the Presence to be least troubled by the distraction of gross vibration; and the cycles of lower energy shall be working in best flow.

Physical processes of the body must therefore be suspended for a time before merging.
A period of fasting is necessary to achieve this.
Fluids must be balanced within the body, having expelled poisons which interrupt natural flows.

The lower mind shall be prepared with equal diligence.
Vibration of the whole will have already achieved a particular middle note resonance through adherence to the gnosis and practice of the spheres.

As visitors and students within this cycle, our balance, as a necessary part of the cycle, is separated male from female so that the conflict provided thereby may face us with the lesson of our descent.
It is therefore rare indeed that we are brought together with our balance of opposite energy in this life. Such may happen when a task has been accepted as part or whole of the joined Birth Plan for those Souls who come now together.
For the Initiate, he shall have met in full awareness with his opposite energy balance.
The melding of their energy shall have taken place, rising through the charkas; testing the proof of ecstasy through all levels to final test of melding in Radiant form.

Perfect harmonic concordance will be confounded if the Resonance of the Initiate has not been refined by this process.

So then in the chamber; holding stillness of mind; retreated from material senses; in balance of all energies; using the frequency of mantra provided by Thoth and carried by the standing wave within.
The initiate shall raise to rendezvous with the awoken forces rising through the storehouse of the Pyramid.

No hesitation nor fear shall have a part of this interaction, as those on both sides of the veil test the Will and intent of the Initiate.

...and if all preparations have been perfectly exact, the conclusion shall be inevitable.
The Initiate and his lady of balance shall be assured their role in service to the betterment and upward progression of their waiting brothers and sisters.
Theirs shall be Oneness with the Source and all things.

The measure of time ticks away.

May Love Prevail




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Friday, March 26, 2004

Here, folks,... is a simple story I used once to try and convey the nature of Spirit.
Hope it works for you.

Plunky was a light bulb.
Yes, an ordinary light bulb; but fully animated ! and with very particular properties.

He wasn't very bright though.
You see he had his own finite store of energy, and he drew from his energy store to glow as brightly as he was able.
His energy store was gently replenished from the ambient light all around.
Plunky was blissfully unaware of this process.
He just got on with his life among other light bulbs and it is fair to say he felt most comfortable when he was in the company of other light bulbs who chose to glow just as brightly as himself.

Darker ones didn’t interest him much because, as everyone knows, they lurked in the shadows; and only 'they' knew why they enjoyed the dim twilight of their mischievous lives.

Brighter ones frightened him because when they gathered together their light was so dazzling, he couldn’t see what they were up to.
In any case, they usually blended with the ambient light so he didn’t ‘have’ to take much notice of them if he didn’t want to.

One day Plunky was fed-up.
He was getting bored with the same old chat and with the same old light bulbs.
He took himself off to daydream for a while.
He thought to himself,
“This is really depressing. I hope there is more to it all than this!”
This mood grabbed him and became stronger and stronger as the days wore on.

He noticed a strange thing happening because the air around him was getting brighter.
He could feel ‘he’ was becoming brighter as energy invaded him, and it felt good. Suddenly he made the connection. He’d thought deeply about it and it had happened… In longing for something better he had been energised.

He looked around and jumped in surprise as he saw another light bulb standing right beside him.
He said, “ Where did you spring from?”
The other bulb answered, "I’m around you to keep an eye on you for a lot of the time, but you were not glowing with enough light to notice me. In fact even when I was busy elsewhere I still kept an eye on you. It was a simple matter. Your thoughts and actions changed your glow slightly. We here can interpret events behind the glow."

Plunky was astounded. He couldn’t remember feeling so good. He asked if it would always work like this.
His new friend told him it was nothing new; it was just that he had never been aware of it happening before.

Plunky wanted to know what he should do next. He could now see many new light bulbs he had never seen before.
He could also see across to the place where he had been trying to glow so far.
It looked strangely dingy now.
His new friend explained how all energy came from the ambient light and condensed to give him substance, always according to his will.

He told Plunky there was more to see and know than he could ever imagine.
Plunky jumped up and down.
“I want to get brighter, I want to get brighter… I want to see more…. I want to know more….How do I do it ? “

His friend said, “ Return to your old address and be ready to help others as I have done for you. He continued.
“I choose to persevere with my obligation to you. What you do now, is ‘your’ choice”

Plunky said, “But what will happen if I don’t want to go back to that place ?”
His new friend said, “ You will enjoy your new surroundings for a time. Eventually you will become bored again. The situation of your choosing will produce its own Consequence when you must eventually return in order to move forward.”

Plunky asked, “ What about you ?
His friend replied, “ I am filled with joy; for your new awareness has also energised me. I can now see more clearly as you can.”

Plunky was filled with excitement. He blurted out to his friend, “I think I’m ready now to go and spread a little light.”

"It is time for us all to do the same," his friend replied.

Blessings to all.
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